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BIRTHDAY POSTS ! (:

2010-01-28T07:44:00.000-08:00

1) Happy Birthday Imran Shah Bin Izam Shah (:
2) Happy Birthday Ashmann !! ( :

Reunion for S.K.S.S - ians 2008

2009-11-29T21:54:00.000-08:00

we're having a reunion for 2008's year 6 skss puppils on december 11 ( uncomfirmed date)
once comfirmed you'll be informed..so kindly leave your numbers to me or shu ern. (:
for more info call / text shu ern (:
or me..the cacated 1 with the paling little info.so it's better if u ask her.(:
yensin : 0169071644
shu ern : 0163839559

if possible come laa ..
we miss u guyss (:

Ni chen jing gen wo shuo guo ku guo jiu hao le.

Tong dou hui zou de.

ke shi ni gei wo de tong.

wo ku guo le hao duo chi.

ta hai shi liu zai wo shen bian.

wo cong lai dou bu shuo bu

bu shi ying wei wo yuan yi

shi ying wei wo ai ni

wo cong lai dou bu shen chi

bu shi ying wei wo mei you pi chi

shi ying wei wo ai ni

wo cong lai dou bu ku

bu shi ying wei wo mei you yan lei

shi ying wei wo ai ni.

wo bu hui shen chi.zi hui xin tong.

wo ai ni.

Save them

2009-11-25T23:34:00.000-08:00

Stop Animal Abuse!

Skinned Alive

Its not a bad dream
It happens to us in real life
They tear off our skin
While we are still alive
Why do they take
Our souls away
For coats to wear
On winter days?

We are scared and afraid
Facing our death alone
Standing in a line waiting for our turn
Look into our eyes
We feel pain just like you
But we cant talk
Thats why we need you

Lets get together
Lets give them a voice
Get up ; Stand up
Lets make the choice
The animals right revolution starts
We will fight for the beating hearts
We have to answer their cry to survive
And let the animals stay beautiful alive!

Born into deprivation
Short life in a tiny cell
Misery and isolation
Angels forgotten in hell
Our bodies laid aside.
Our bones are thrown
Now,Our death is ready to be worn

No protection and no explanation
To this deadly pain,humiliation
We have only you,please understand
Save us from fashion's cruel deadly hand

Lets get together
Lets give them a voice
Get up ; Stand up
Lets make the choice
The animals right revolution starts

We will fight for the beating hearts
We have to answer their cry to survive
And let the animals stay beautiful alive!

Stop abusing animals..
they have no harm to us..
think about them..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v35KFzPT25c
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UVnwxK373ZM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z9CKS-6OlF4

every thought if you're the one being abused?
ever thought bout the pain?
if you never..think bout it..
They deserve to live..
Now we're here..
begging you or wtv u call it
to effing stop abusing them

where have you been?

2009-11-25T21:39:00.000-08:00

Owl City - Vanilla Twilight

The stars lean down to kiss you ;
And I lie awake and miss you .
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere .
Cause i'll doze off sound and safely ;
But I'll miss your arms around me .
I'd send a postcard to you dear ;
Cause I wish you were here .

I'll watch the night turn light blue.
But it's not the same without you ;
Because it takes two to whisper quietly ;
The silence isnt so bad ;
Till I look at my hands and feel sad ;
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly .

I'll find repose in new ways ;
Tho I havent slept in two days ;
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone .
But drenched in Vanilla Twilight ;
I'll sit on the front porch all night ;
Waist deep in thought because when i think of you ;
I dont feel so alone .
I dont feel so alone .
I dont feel so alone .

As many times as I blink i'll think of you tonight ;
I'll think of you tonight .

When violet eyes get brighter ;
And heavy wings got lighter ;
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again ;
And I'll forget the world that I knew ;
But i swear I wont forget you .
Oh if my voice could reach through the past ;
I'd whisper in your ear ;
Oh , Darling I wish you were here . . . .
X3

you promised to call..but you didnt..well..maybe its just me..

just to let you know..i miss you so badly..

dryin my tears with L.O.V.E

2009-11-23T02:49:00.000-08:00

   this bitch here..is tryin to forget everything.
   but she cant cause deep inside..
   he knows she still love him deeply.
   she;s dryin her tears...tryin to...those dried eyes..tears slowly come rollin
   down from those eyes...breaking her heart..couldnt stop..there;s nothing she could do.

Shermaine..Lawls..she came by..drove me around with her brother's car?
lawls...license less..Dangerous...
Went sunway yesterday...watched a movie..was suppose to watch 2012..but sadly..out of tickets..
so we decided to watch planet 51..(XM , Me , Benjamin , Derick , Cousin sis , Cousin sis )
reached there kinda late..
but wtv la rightt...
thenn...after movies..walked around..and went home?
yea..thats all i remembered..

P.S. went to an orphanage last saturday..childrens age frm 2 mnths - i dont know how old..over there..kesian..ermm...yea..one of them is cute(: look like ang mo..
yea...nothing else i remember..oh..yea..they have no beds to sleep on.only floor..
back ache laa.kesian..
thats it..(:

RAWR!

2009-11-21T22:32:00.000-08:00

X-Japan - Tears

doko ni yukebaii anata to hanarete

ima wa sugisatta toki ni toikakete
nagasugita yoru ni tabidachi wo yume mita
ikoku no sora mitsumete kodoku wo dakishimeta
nagareru namida wo toki no kaze ni kasanete
owaranai anata no toiki wo kanjite

DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
LONELINESS YOUR SILENT WHISPER
FILLS A RIVER OF TEARS
THROUGH THE NIGHT
MEMORY YOU NEVER LET ME CRY
AND YOU, YOU NEVER SAID GOOD-BYE
SOMETIMES OUR TEARS BLINDED THE LOVE
WE LOST OUR DREAMS ALONG THE WAY
BUT I NEVER THOUGHT YOU'D TRADE YOUR SOUL TO THE FATES
NEVER THOUGHT YOU'D LEAVE ME ALONE
TIME THROUGH THE RAIN HAS SET ME FREE
SANDS OF TIME WILL KEEP YOUR MEMORY
LOVE EVERLASTING FADES AWAY
ALIVE WITHIN YOUR BEATLESS HEART
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE

nagareru namida wo toki no kaze ni kasanete

owaranai kanashimi wo aoi bara ni kaete
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
nagareru namida wo toki no kaze ni kasanete
owaranai anata wo toiki wo kanjite

DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE

DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
If you could have told me everything
You would have found what love is
If you could have told me what was on your mind
I would have shown you the way
Someday I'm gonna be older than you
I've never thought beyond that time
I've never imagined the pictures of that life
For now I will try to live for you and for me
I will try to live with love, with dreams,
and forever with tears

P.A forgetting you takes my life...
      i dont wanna go...but thats all i can do..
      boy you dont know how much i love you
      you dont know how much you mean to me
      that cut is soo deep...
      thinking back..
      it might never be recovered..
      maybe its right..
      its cause you're the guy i'd be stupid to trust
      but i trusted you this much..
      it proves that im that stupid..
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TALK!!!

2009-11-18T22:00:00.000-08:00

Who's going back to S.K.S.S tomorrow?? (:
currently rotting like.omg..cant even sleep ..):
Short post to keep it alive. :D
BYE!!

Talked to you ytd night..i was satisfied..it made me feel better after listening to your voice and jokes..But everything got worst because i thought i did the wrong thing..but wtv..
Your friend say : you all still change bags arr? I miss that day baby..I miss you..

:D

2009-11-18T02:34:00.000-08:00

Elmo! :D

Old song lyrics..but who cares kann.as long as its nice. :D

BSB - Back To Your Heart

Ohhh

It's not that I can't live without you
It's just that I don't even want to try
Every night I dream about you
Ever since the day we said goodbye
If I wasn't such a fool
Right now I'd be holding you
There's nothin' that I wouldn't do
Baby if I only knew

Chorus:
The words to say
The road to take
To find a way back to your heart
What can I do
To get to you
And find a way back to your heart (ohhh)

I don't know how it got so crazy
But I'll do anything to set things right
'Cause your love is so amazing
Baby you're the best thing in my life
Let me prove my love is real
Make you feel the way I feel
I promise I would give the world
If only you would tell me girl

Chorus:
The words to say
The road to take
To find a way back to your heart
What can I do
To get to you
And find a way back to your heart

Give me one more chance (give me one more chance)
To give my love to you (give you my love, my love)
Cause no one on this earth loves you like I do
Tell me

Chorus:
The words to say
The road to take
To find a way back to your heart
What can I do
To get (get) to you
And find a way back to your heart (ohhh)

I turn back time
To make you mine
And find a way back to your heart (gotta find a way to your heart)
I beg and plead
Fall to my knees
To find a way back to your heart

The words to say (the words to say)
[These arms of mine]
The road to take (the road to take)
[Are open wide]
To find a way back to your heart (find a way)
(gotta find my way) [From now until the end of time]
What can I do (baby, baby)
[You are my world
What can I do?]
To get to you (get to you)
[This heart of mine belongs to you]
And find a way back to your heart

P.S. I wish i could find a way back to your heart..i miss you..

Rawr..!

2009-11-10T18:44:00.000-08:00

Janice Vidal - Goodbyee...

I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have so much more
I can feel your heart and I sympathize
And I'll never criticize
All you've ever meant to my life.

[:Chorus:]
I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong

You would never ask me why

My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but good-bye
[End Chorus]

You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure I'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me

[Chorus:]
I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to try
Though it's gonna hurt us both
There's no other way than to say good-bye.

baby i miss you..

Happy Birthday Chua Su Jane!<3

2009-10-23T23:42:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Babe

Memories Spent With You Will Never Be Erased

You Are One Very Special Girl

A Girl Whom I Can Get Along With

And Also A Girl Who Will Forgive Me.

No Matter What I've Done Wrong To You

I've Hurt You So Deep Before.

You Forgave Me..

Babe..Our Friendship..

Is Something Very Special

And I Dont Wish That One Day It Will End

I Wish It Will Last Forever.

I Dont Mind Losing Anything To Be Your Friend.

One Loyal Friend Like You.

Worth More Than 10 000 Relatives of Mine

Because existence can become severe

in one day,

just sense me and I'll be there.

In the minds eye,

I'm not so far away.

If you hold out your hand,

in the whispers,

I'll become the zephyr.

and besiege you.

If your eye's upon the stars,

in the crystalline darkness,

I'll become the moon.

And the light shall guide you.

If you rest upon the ground,

in the warmth,

I'll become the grass.

And embrace you

If you free the air,

in the light of day,

I'll become the sun.

And smile for you.
Between the miles-

if you need me.

If you need a friend.

Let me be the friend, I want to be.

We walked,

We Talked,

For a moment In Time

You passed through My life that Day

And you left your mark

No matter what.

I want to Thank you for the impression you made

that will stay in my heart for eternity

I enjoyed the walk

I enjoyed the talk

And i thank you for the moment in time

I remember..

Once..I was so torned up

So far from my friends

no one to run to

Living all alone

And you came along,

And Gave me that smile.

Telling me..

That im not alone.

You are here for me

And now im here..

telling you

If you happen to be the old me.

and im gonna give you that smile.

telling you.

you're not alone.

and no matter what

you can cry in my ears.

ill pick up the phone..

and be here just for you.

listening.

Babe...You are my bestest friend.

I love you.

Today..

i wanna apologize for how much i use to hurt you

and i want you to know.i'll always be here for you if you need me

And also..

Happy birthday..Chua Su Jane

Study Group(:

2009-10-16T09:04:00.000-07:00

Study Group Today With The Girlfriends(:
Woke up around like 1153?cause xiwei called me..ahhahaha my alarm:P
waited for the rest to come..
went to bath...then off we go to taipann..
1st to mcd...too noisy...so off we went to starbucks(:
and we saw a form 5 guy..he's mine btw..
hawt hawt hawt...i asked him how to do a science question
wow...daring me(:
I was Kap - ing him..hahahha
then yea..stalked him XD
went back around 6...then walk pass padang..to see who's there..
then off we went back to my house...
and off the rest went home..

Pictures will be posted up soon(:
<3 you
y.yens(:

Thinking of you

2009-10-14T07:49:00.000-07:00

Rawr im here to update a blog..
(:
To keep it not dead(:
hmm..
I have nothing to say...
currently waiting for Perky to reply me..
Rawr..
Rmb my teh o ais limau perky
(:

My BoyFriend Is a Psychotic Bitch

2009-10-02T03:40:00.000-07:00

See what I mean bout him?He makes me Go FAT and CRAZEEE
I love u!
lawls..
just joking...
I still Love my Girlfriends more..Lawls..
My blog is deadddd..
am updating cause many many many ppl asking me to update..
(:
BOOM its alive again?
Proud?
xD

yensin see

2009-09-17T09:43:00.000-07:00

Weee~everything is back to normall..
i apologise for letting my blog die
so..here i am updating....
soo..err i went out on saturday 12/09
watched final destination 4..ahhah
awesome show..gonna watch the 3d version soon
(:
so yea..anyone interested to watch it with me??
(:
Btw..i love u see shirleen i bet u love me too(:
and i miss u so damn much la chua su jane..miss me??

p.s. im officially yensin see(:
the mentalness of me..

(:

2009-08-14T02:53:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to these 2 ppls..
1st of all
13/8

Kevin Lee Sing Wai (:
-knew u since last year.thanks to my sayang chua su janeee(:
-talked bout stupid stuffs (maggee mee shit)
ahahahah..
and loads more..
(:

2ndly
14/8

Ryan Edward Monteiro
-knew u since last year also.thanks to the same person ms chua su jane also.
lawls.
nth much bout u..
watever it is happy birthday mr perasaan
ahahaha
(:

thats it.
(:
enjoyy
lastly.happy birthday both of u!!
(:

what is wrong?

2009-07-24T04:28:00.000-07:00

what is wrong these days??
why is everyone emo?
cheer up laa..
SMILE la..
stp being emo laa..
not good for health..

tagged

2009-06-27T10:53:00.000-07:00

3rd tag by ivy & yee yee!

1.What have you been doing recently? err..nothing..
2.Do you ever turn your hadphone off? yes.when i feel like it.
3.What happened at 10 a.m. today?was sleeping in the car on the way to makan.
4.When did you last cry?Dont want to say.
5.Believe in fate/destiny?yes.no.yes.no.yes
6.What do you want in life now?her
7.Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?Depends
8.Whats your favourite thing to do on bed?sleep
9.What bottoms are you wearing now?shorts
10.What are the nicest things in your inbox?got la..==
11.Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?will anyone do that?
12.Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?no.=.=
13.What was the last movie you caught?forgot
14.What are you proud of?nothing
15.What was the oldest text msg in your inbox says and who is it from?Esther.Stuffs laa
16.What was the last song you sang out loud?forgot
17.Do you have any nicknames?yes
18.What does the newest text msg says and who is it from?Dick ming.call u later
19.What time did you sleep last night?2 smthing
20.Are you currently happy?you say leh?
21.Who gives you the best advise?dono
22.Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?isnt whipped cream fattening..i dont want to be dat fat.
23.Who do you talk to on the phone last night?ade la.
24.Is something bugging you right now?think la.
25.Who was the last person to make you laugh?if i say no one will u believe..
26.Do you like youeself?No.Never
27.You want RM5 or RM10?Non
28.Do you think you are stupid sometimes?im always stupid
29.Who is your best best best friend?must i name them?im lazy..go find out urself
30.What will you do if you like that girl?like like la..
31.Who are your favourite star?tak tau
32.You hate your mother sometimes in some way?think so.
33.Do you had even stead before?yea
34.What type of girl you like?i dont date girls.--
35.Now are you single/attached?Dont ask.

Pass this tag to 10 ppl!
1.Leen
2.ivy
3.jane
4.small kid
5.connie
6.darren
7.nabil
8.andy
9.christy
10.vincent

1.would you date no.5?
She's my daddy..--
2.no 2 just got into a car crash.how do you react?
omg!dat cant happen to her!!nonono!!u bang her i slaughter u
3.you see number 9 with your boy/girl friend.what do you do?
i trust her very much.and i know she wont do dat.==
4.you come home and your room has been ransacked by no 4
she's just too playful for her name is already small kid.
5.no.1 is acting weird
well.then im guessing it's a weird day too
6.no 3 and 8 decide to give 10 a haircut.
they dont even know him.btw..u can come to me.i help u cut.=)
7.no 7 just got tickets for him/her and you to go to a concert.
Thanks!!=D
8.no 10 takes you to a bar
i dont mind.as long as u dont puke on my shirt.
9.no 4 has to move to the other side of the world
no!!u cannot go..i dont let..
10.You and no.8 are being chased by the cops for an unknown reason
i think i know why..they are probably admiring smthing about us and when we walk away then still want us.XD (perasan sial)
11.no 7 and you are sitting on the couch watching a movie then he/her wrap his/her arm around you.
0.o..speechless
12.no 5 ask you out for dinner.
sure.:D
13.no 9 and you are sitting on a bus
hello!:D
14.no 6 calls you in the middle of the night because he/she cant sleep.
o..just close your eyes and relax.then u'll feel tired and want to sleep:D
15.you're walking with someone and no 6 runs up and tackles you to the ground from behind.
he where will do dat wan..==
16.no1 is crying one day and you ask him/her why and it seems their boy/girlfriend has dumped them
dont worry.u have me.im still ur wife..=)
17.no2 offers to bake you a meal.as you sit in the other room,the kitchen is suddenly aflame.
omgawd..next time..i'll cook.u sit..
18.no4 comes to your door 1 day holding a koala
aww..dat's so cute..but i dont have a tree for it to climb..and.do lions eat koalas?
19.no 4 just got you an x-box
thank you..though im not a fan of it.but still ill appreciate it.:D
20.no9 challenges you to a card game.
oo lala..fun..im still a small girl.i dont mind playing
21.no1 thinks he/she is overweight
so thin how to be oever weight?your weighing machine rosak la..==
22.no7 looks lonely.
dont worry..im here!:D
23.no2 asks you rudely to go leave her/him alone
no.cannot.i dowan..must tell reason 1st.
24.no 5 and 3 decided to dye their hair black.what do you say to dat?
dye lo..ur haird oso black..up to u.u wna waste money.
25.no6 decide to dye their hair black again.what do you say to that?
as long as you dont regret doing it.go on.
26.no 2 tell you he/she is going to go out for awhile.and then later you hear about a shooting where 2 went.
run there and check if 2 is okay
27.you catch no 9 by him/herself crying
omg..are you okay??
28.no 1,3,5 and 6 all tackle you at once!is it possible?
who knows..xD

tagged

2009-06-22T07:42:00.000-07:00

2nd tag by yee yee

001.Real Name : neoyensin
002.Nick Names : yen.sin.neo.
003.Age : 13
004.Horoscope : capricorn
005.Gender : female
006.Elementary : 0.o
007.Primary School : SKSS
008.Secondary School : Smk Usj 4
009.College : -
010.Hair Colour : Black.Dark brown
011.Hair Length : Medium
012.Loud or Quiet : Depends
013.Sweats or Jeans : Depends
014.Phone or Camera : both?
015.Health Freak : am i 1?i didnt know that
016.Drink or Smoke : NONE!
017.Do u have a crush on someone : think for yourself
018.Eat or Drink : depends
019.Piercings : 2 going for 4
020.Tattoos : Nope.
021.Social or anti-social : now,anti-social
022.righty or lefty : righty
023.First piercing : dont knw
024.First relationship : 2008
025.First best friend : im sure you know
026.First award : dont rmb
027.First kiss : my future lesbian partner
028.First pet : Her.
029.First big vacation : i thought you know
030.First love at first sight : so far.none
031.First big birthday : with who?
032.First surgery : the day i need 1
033.First sports you joined : did i?
034.Orange or apple juice : ill be greedy enough for both
035.Rock or rap : depends
036.Country or Screamo : Country
037.NSYNC or Basketballboys : why dont have footballboys?
038.Britney Spears or Cristina Aguilera : why no taylor swift??
039.Night or Day : Depends
040.Sun or Moon : Moon
041.Tv or Internet : Both
042.Playstation or Xbox : not interested
043.Kiss or hug : depends
044.Iguana or Turtle : when they're with me..they'll be deaf
045.Spider or Bee : bout wat?hate or love?ill group them in the hate part.
046.Fall or Spring : depends
047.Limewire or Itunes : dont knw
048.soccer or baseball : soccer!!
049.eating : no
050.drinking : nop
051.Excitement level : 0
052.Im about to : die
053.Listening to : a little too not over you
054.Plan for today : laugh more
055.waiting for : her to come back to me
056.Energy level : dying soon
057.Thinking of some1 : trying not to.
058.want kids : maybe
059.Want to get married : if i still trust guys
060.when : how would i know
061.how many kids : how would i know
062.any name on the mind : her and his
-063 &064 is missing-
065.mellow future or wild : dont know
066.something you would never try : kill a dog
067.Which is better in the girl you like(in the future) : a girl i like???
068.Lips or eyes : g.u.e.s.s
069.romatic or funny : doesnt matter
070.shorter or taller : doesnt matter
071.Protective or caring : both?
072.Romantic or spontaneous : doesnt matter
073.nice stomach or nice arm : doesnt matter
074.sensitive or loud : loud?
075.hook up or relationship : relationship la of course.==
076.trouble maker or hesitant : both?
077.muscular or normal : doesnt matter
078.kissed a stranger : NOPE.
JUMP TO 085
085.had your heart broken : yea..086.been arrested : u say leh?
087.cried when someone died : maybe..
088.Liked a friend more than a friend : yes.and was being stupid.
089.do you believe in youself : depends
090.miracles : wishing it would happen
091 IS MISSING
092.heaven : when she's back
093.when do you want to die : now
094.tooth fairy : =.=
095.kiss on the first date : depends
096.angels : bring her back to me!
097.is there 1 person you want to be with right now : yes.its him.but i cant.and i have to stop
098.are you seriously happy with where you're in life now : the truth.no.
099.do you believe in god : smetimes.no
100.post as 100 truths and tag 10 ppl
a)see shirleen
b)Chua su jane
c)small kid
d)ivy
e)maria
f)vincent
g)ern
h)limzheng
i)douglas
j)christy

tagged

2009-06-22T05:18:00.000-07:00

1st tag by yee yee..

1.the rules of the game get posted at the begining
2.each player answer the question about themselves
3.at the end of the game the player then tags 5 people and post their names
then goes to their blogs and leave a comment letting them know they got tagged
and ask them to play and read you blog

starting time : 8.46 pm
name : neo yensin
sisters : vinnis
brothers : andrew , lawrence
shoe size : err..5?
height : dono..
where do you live : my house
favourite drinks : loads
favourite breakfast : i dont eat breakfast
have you ever been on a plane : yes
fallen asleep in school : yeaa
broken someone's heart : dont know.ask them
fell off your chair : yea.
what is your room like : err..normal?
what's right beside you : my imaginary friend
what is the last thing you ate : strawberries
ever had chicken pox : yeaa
sore throat : yeaa
stitches : nope
broken nose : nope

Do you :-
believe in love at fist sight : maybe.maybe not.
like picnics : depends

who was were the last person :-
you danced with : my imaginary friend
last made you smile : don't know
last yelled at : myself

Today did you :-
talk to someone you like : nope.dont want to.dont wanna be dat dumb to trust him anymore
kissed anyone : nope
get sick : hope to
talk to an ex : as i said so..dont want to be dat dumb to trust him anymore
missed someone : yea alot..
eat : npe..dont feel like it..

Best feeling in the world : being happy.
do you sleep with stuffed animal : yes
whats under your bed : i dont know.
what do you really hate : myself
what time is it now : 9.21 pm

5 htings i was doing 10 years ago
1.cry
2.sleep
3.play
4.eat
5.laugh

5things on my to-do list today
1.sleep
2.laugh
3.let go
4.forget.
5.talk more

5 things i would do 'if' i am a billionare
1.find her back
2.help stray animals.
3.let my family live a better lives.
4.enjoy them with my friends
5.if i could.buy happiness

5 places i have lived in
1.singapore
2.malaysia
3.hong kong.
4.thailand
5.my house

5 people im tagging
1.ivy
2.shirleen
3.vincent yan
4.douglas
5.jane

Imissyousomuch

2009-06-21T07:50:00.000-07:00

I miss you..
im missing you so badly..
so much..
im missing you so much..
i just want you back at this very moment now..
it doesnt matter how long it is.
but i want you here with me noww.
i wanna hug u again..
your fur..so soft..
i wanna play your doll with you again..
i wanna be with you..
i want you back!!!
I WANT YOU BACK!!!!!!
I miss u so mucchh.
so badly..
i miss you baby.
i miss youuu..
i wanna rewind time..
i wanna hold you with me..
nomatter wat is happening.
i dont want you to be gone..
i dont want you to be missing.
i dont want that to happen.
i miss you..
i freaking miss you!!!!
i miss u..
come back to me now..
please..
pleaseeee..

Sorry Leen

2009-06-10T05:12:00.000-07:00

Sorry i didnt go..sorry sorry sorry sorry..
sorry leen
sorry ..i woke up late...sorry..

A best friend
is always there,
whether you need advice,
or a pep talk,
or even a shoulder to cry on.
A best friend
listens with her heart
and is always honest with you,
even though the truth
may not be
what you want to hear.
A best friend
knows all your secrets,
understands your fears
shares your dreams.
A best friend
never stops believing in you
even if you give up
on yourself.
you are
that kind of friend
to me.
And no matter what happens,
you always will be.
You are my best friend....
my forever friend.u are the 1 who i can cry to..I dnt want u to leave..i dnt wanna leave u..hoping our friendship will last forever..nomatter what happens in life u will still be my best friend/my wife..even if im not your best fren.but u're mine.I love u ...You were there when i needed somebody!some 1 to lean on..some 1 to cry to..some 1 to laugh with..i really wish this day will never come..even if it did come..i wish it will last..but days past fast..even if we're seperated..nomatter how far u go..all our memories will still be in my mind..u will still be my best friend...Sorry Leen..
Sorry

happy bday govin

2009-05-24T20:25:00.001-07:00

22/05/09
Late post..sorry
so..
yea..
here goes..
govin raj.

Happy bday yea..
=)
although u dont read my blog but who cares la kan.
atleast i msged u..
ahha..
neways...
dats it..
=)

happy bday leen!!

2009-05-16T09:07:00.000-07:00

happy bday leen!!
love u..
hmm..lets see..
been through loads of ups and downs together with her..
and now..look she's my wife!!
LOVE U!!
hmm..dats it la..mau tido..xD
nite nite..=)

happy teacher's day all~

2009-05-16T04:45:00.000-07:00

happy teachers to all the teachers..
=)
<3

HAPPY BDAY XIMIN!!

2009-05-15T20:13:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday ximin!!
hmm..uve been such a good cousin..
love u so much la..
hmm..neways..happy birthday once again..
and and and..may all you wishes come true and yea..
=)
love u loads babe..

imissu

2009-05-08T06:53:00.000-07:00

hmm..
didnt update for kinda awhile..
modem rosakk
hmm..
went out from class for a few days..
reason..kawat.XD
hm..
was sitting at the stairs there..chit chatting with them..
until ytd and today..
ytd was freaking boring..
full of depressions..
till he msged me..
here comes de smile again..
and today..same thing laa
and wee...here comes he msged me again..but this time..it didnt really cured..
cause it made me more confused..
hmm..
just to let that him know..i seriously miss u..

wee~

2009-04-23T08:19:00.000-07:00

ponteng skl on friday 17/4.
xD..
went skl then went home..then go padang and meet ppl.XD
then stay till 530 smthing like dat..then went skl..weee
then go padang..then after came bak..
then went holiday on saturday..
then yea..just came bak on tuesday..
and and and..congratulations to SKSS..recorder ensemble got 2nd.
so proud of u guys and u mama loo yee..
=)
will love u always
dats al..such a short post..XD

sophie's bday!

2009-04-11T19:10:00.000-07:00

sry.got no picture..XD
all in some1's camera..i dono who.XD
so yea..
ytd went to sunway for sophie's bday..was suppose to be dere by 12.but went by 1.XD.
sorry sophie..
then went skate with darren.leen.ivy.me.1 of darren's fren.
then met ying xuen.zheng hao.benjamin.wankang.guang ming or smthing.XD
the rest terlupe.
then skate till 330then chao..go jusco.then go gasoline
on da way deng deng deng deng.
met norman and his frens.Derreck.and 1 more i think kelvin kut..xS
dont rmb,XD
then norman wan cut hair...XD
then after dat me and leen chao to gasoline after talking to him..then after that..
ximin.jiawen and me went to the bubble tea shop..and here comes mr norman
then went to gasoline together
then after dat.chao..then walk walk walk..me jiawen and norman lost everybody..XD
then wait for them in tropicana life..then discuss whether to go ir day or not..end up didnt go..norman go summit with his frens..
then dono arnd wat time he come sunway again..then i went to mc d sophie cut cake..
then eat.
he came with derreck.kelvin(i think),hero..the so called.XD
then after that chao..go buy thing.
but ended up didnt buy thanks to norman.==
then after dat...walk walk walk..
leg tired..sit down at the bench infrnt of diva..
then walk here and there..
then talk talk talk..and then time to go home..so yea..
dats all
P.S.Sorry yea..for being the so called cold for the last 1 or 2 hours.XD
P.S.Thank you sophie for a great day and happy belated bday u pretty girl
P.S.Thank you norman and his frens and ivy.ximin.jiawen.leen for such a great day.=)

yen

2009-04-08T05:29:00.001-07:00

SEE SHIRLEEN IS OFFICIALLY MY LAOPO..XD
LOVE U LAOPO..ahahah.

monday.06/04/09

2009-04-07T05:04:00.000-07:00

hmm..monday...went bball training..conducted by daddie conniee..
sry for making u mad..wasnt really serious during training when they trained half way...too tired..
so sat there..sorry yea...
anyway..had fun..and then when they finished..shouted at the court cause shirleen was digging smthing frm my bag..then kena scolding by someone..-.-
then yea..after that..bla bla bla..bball de..went home..then after that come skl..then me and esther as usual la..crazy again..cause of who arr?xD
lol..
stupid ppls like us..haha..
and today..gila again..after recess.XD
then we got our 1st lesson with encik saiful
he was fine..told us a story bout him...so yea...
kinda sad and happy..but still i miss our old english teacher.=(
miss norita...
anyway..yea...got crazy..laughing all over with jinyi.xiwei.esther.
haha..before that..were shouting like crazy saying hii..haha
firdaus naqib and amir kena..but they kenakan us also..haha..fun
leen wo ai ni!.XD.forgive him!!
haha..k.dats it.<333
enjoyy..take care readers!=)

DEAD!

2009-04-03T21:40:00.000-07:00

okay...since some ppl say my blog is dead..
even i think it is dead..anyway..thanks for reminding me it is dead..
haha.
nth to update about laa.
no pictures.stupid bluetooth thing not working..=.=..
so..yea..dats why im not blogging..hope u understand mee..
nth to blog about without pictures.XD

so..yea..last last last last few days..forgot the date.
went mpsj with JANE!!<333
go see her tarzan play 3 on 3 bball..lol..
dont have any pictures..took 1 from her..
others lazy to save..XD

there it is..=)

anyway..ytd our lovely english teacher is leaving us..had a farewell party..
damn..i miss her..=(..she's suck a good teacher..i ponteng she know also she forgive me..how good right..
have real good memories with her..TEACHER I LOVE U.
anyway..yea..took damn alot pictures..but.=.=..as i said the bluetooth thing gila d..
so esther sending now..=)..after awhile there will be pictures!!
anyway..before that..went skl in the morning..gila gila..then wen home..
then go esther hse..on9..then wait for her to get ready..go skl at 1220..
then wait for morning section to finish skl..then put all my stuff in class..xD.
then go yamcha with darren esther and wai hung..=.=
then fight for place to sit with waihung..muahhhahah..but ended up he won.=.=
then yea..after dat..they eat eat eat..then joke joke joke..talk tlak talk..haha..then after that
me and esther want to go brambys..so they teman us..
then had prblm choosing the thing we want..so they helped us.=.=
then after that..bought wat we want..walk bak..haha..
then go 7eleven while wlkaing bak..
bought sweets
then after that..eat eat eat..
then after that..waihung holding the thing we bought..anyway..the thing is a cake..
k..then after that..ask me hold..then i hold..then darren hold..all the way back..then after that..i took it..put in foyer c
then..reach school..talk talk talk..until school start
then go back class..then teacher come in
got oral before party.
after that party!!!
then form2 ppls come in our class.
wee!!!<33 them.
then gila gila..cut the tlakings to the pictures which esther sent to me.XD

this is her!the teacher!cute kann!!XD

ivy and xixi!

sophiee and ashleyyyyy!!

Them again!!<3

mummy ivy and cincauu!

The pinafore!!
ivy,sophie,cincau,Jia wennn!!<333

ivy.sophie.ashleeyyyy.jiawennn..ximinnnn<33!

Sophiee and ashleeyyy again!!<333

sophiee,ashleyyy and jinyiii!!!=D

Sophiieee and esther!!

mummy ivyyy.estherr..and xixi!!!:D

Ashleyyy and mee!!=D

ivy and ashleyy!!=)

Me and jinyii!!i sayang u!XD

Mummy ivyyy.Mee..Jinyi!!Me love them!!<3333

Ivyy.brendaa.sophie!!=D

form2!!

claribelle.brenda and leen!!<33

brendaa..leenn..ivy..cincau...sophie and mee!=)

claribelle.me.brenda and sophiieee=D

sophiiee.me.and mummy ivy!!

leen.brendaa and sophiee..

kayy...dats it..got more pictures coming up..when the bluetooth thing is working.=D
and and..miss norita cried during recess time..
I will so miss her..teacher we love u!!
<333

28/3

2009-03-29T02:57:00.000-07:00

went sunway yesterday..suppose to reach there by 1..=.=
went cheras and eat before that..and ended up reaching there by 3..XD..
sry afiqah..cant make it to ur pt
sry darren...ffked u...
went there with-ximin-jiawen-steffi-lim:he go there to mop floor for sunway.
all of us seperated...teman steffi go find food.
then saw darren in arcade..wanted to go say hi..
all his fren there..don dare go there.XD
sry darren!then after that..go walk walk walk.look for food..then saw.
yee yee.ruiwen.justin.timothy.ryan lee.
then bla bla bla forgot the rest..and went home..
had a great day...
<3333
P.S sorry!!!

I LOVE IT!

2009-03-23T06:30:00.000-07:00

THAT EAR RING..DAMN NICE RYTE..
Love at first sight weih..omg...im so inlove with it now..ahh..
To u it might be normal but i dont even know why i love it so damn much weih..omg...so sexy weih.XD
omg...of all the earrings in that blog but i only love this 1..swt...it look so normall..but i love it!!
sexy siall..omg!!!
http://matchinstyleaccessories.blogspot.com/
go look go look!!that earring so damn it sexy!!
have to go hunt for something similar siall..OMG!!
bbyee!gonna continue my gilaness for that earring..

.

2009-03-20T06:56:00.000-07:00

I'm dissapointed by u.FULL STOP!

blue!!!

2009-03-18T02:20:00.001-07:00

haha..did smthing to my hair..wanted to make it purple.pink or red..but ended up blue.XD..
dont have the colours i wanted..but still i love it..XD
picture time.!!
I took these few using the computer..bluetooth problem cannot send the 1 i took with my phone.sad..

when i got the 1 i took with my phone then i'll upload it k..=)enjoyy!!
<33

2nd post

2009-03-14T06:45:00.000-07:00

ponteng skl on friday..malays got praying thinggy..smthing like dat la..
then moral students got dono wat stuff..went skl in the morning..then rained..went esther's hse..then go dimsum with her family..then went to skl again..
then went apolo with esther..
then go casablanca.then go apolo again..haha..then go bak skl..volley time..then go esther's hse..she bath d..come my hse..went sunway..hahha.
i only got 2 pics..got it from jiawenn's blog..hhaa.
went with esther..jiawen..ximin..
then went to asian avenue../asean avenue..i forgot the spelling.XD
okay..then went to photo booth..bla bla bla..
then pass gasoline..then the worker there was like..xiao mei mei...
and did some kind of sound la..suspected that they were doing it to jiawen or ximin.XD..
haha..
picture timmee

you're not sorry

2009-03-14T06:33:00.000-07:00

no u're not sorry...
I'm the 1 who is sorry..sorry tak teman u to 7-11..i was too tired..
u did not make me sad..u did not make me angry...dnt say sry anymore..
I'm sorry i cant reply u..I dont have credit..
and u can say loads of things..but u dont have to..because i trust u.
I'm not angry at u.
its not that u dont deserve me..its just that i dont deserve..u're too good for me..
I dont deserve u..I'm not worth u.
and..if u think u're disturbing me.u're wrong.
if u think saying all these stuff and everything will be better for me..
then here u go..u're wrong.!!
u're wrong..

P.S hope u knw who u are when u read it..

tagged..

2009-03-11T05:33:00.001-07:00

I'm tagged by chermainee<33

Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twenty people.Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name: Sin.-i dont obey the rulessXD-

2. A four Letter Word: suree

3. A boy's Name: Simon

4. A girl's Name: sophiee

5. An occupation: singerr..

6. A color:silverr

7. Something you'll wear: socks

8. A food: spaghetti

9. Something found in the bathroom: Shampooo

10. A place: sunway!!

11. A reason for being late: sesak jalan laaa..XD

12. Something you'd shout: Shitttt!!

13. A movie title:simple life

14. Something you drink: sparkling juice

15. A musical group: simple plan

16. An animal: snake

17. A street name: saya tak tahu.XD

18. A type of car: suzuki swift.XD

19. The title of a song:so what-pink

Tadaa!!

2009-03-11T04:40:00.000-07:00

Ytd and today morning went skll..bla bla bla..played volleyball..then jeng jeng jeng...the fire drill for form 3.4.5 i think..=.=...everybody taking their sweet time walking..LoL..
then dne d...then here comes CHERMAINE!!<333..
ss with her..XD

Tdy she didnt cme..nearly hug wrng person..omg..i was running to the wrng person..memalukan..XD
I miss her..XD
P.S chermain tmr go skl k..!!<3
XD
Mood today is wayy better than before..yay me!!=D

tagged..

2009-03-07T17:13:00.000-08:00

tagged by mummy ivyy!!XD

100 truths,tag 10 people to do the same. Don't forget to tag!

Last beverage ? waterr
Last phone call ? chongg kor
Last text message ? justin
Last song you listened to ? chermaine's blog song.."nu sheng"
Last time you cried? dun remember

HAVE YOU EVER:
Dated someone twice ? nope.
Been cheated on ? dun knw
Kissed someone & regretted it ? maybe..
Lost someone special? yeah.

IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:
Fallen out of love ? sometimes.
Laughed until you cried ? nope
Met someone who changed your life ? maybe..
Found out someone was talking about you ? yes
How many people on your top friends do you know in real life? ? too many and too lazy to count
Do you have any pets ? yess..
Do you want to change your name ? nope
What time did you wake up today ? 8.59 a.m
What were you doing at midnight last night ?on the phne..:)
Name something you cannot wait for ? tomorrow
The last time you saw your father? last week
What's one thing you wish you could change? me myself
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom ? nope..
What's getting on your nerves right now ? nth. :)
What's your name ? Neo Yensin
Elementary/Primary School? Sek.Keb Seri Selangor! miss tht skool.. ):
Middle/Secondary School ? SMK USJ 4
Hair color ? brwn
Long or short ? long & short??i dont knw.XD
Are you a health freak ? nope..
Righty or lefty ? right.

FIRSTS :
First surgery ? never.
First piercing ? kindergarten time.
First best friend ? primary <33Leen!
First sport you joined ? err..i also dono.XD
First pet ? dogg :(
First vacation ? dont knw.

CURRENTLY :
Eating ? nothing.
Drinking ? nothing
Waiting ? for something to happen

YOUR FUTURE :
Want kids? think so..maybe..
Want to get married? maybe..XD
Careers in mind? dnt knw..so hard to choose..XD

HAVE YOU EVER :
Kissed a stranger ? why would i wanna kiss a stranger??maybe to be different..XD
Drank Wine/Beer/alcohol ? dont knw.XD
Lost glasses/contacts ? yes
Ran away from home ? nope.
Broken someone's heart ? hmm..dnt think so i did..maybe..not sure.
Been arrested ?nope.. i'm a good girl..xD
Cried when someone died ? DUHHH! xD

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself ?of course
Miracles ? used to..until it didnt come true..RAWRR
Love at first sight ? kinda
Heaven ? i dunno
Kiss on the first date? hahaha. i dunnno..
Angels ? kinda

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
Is there one person you want to be with right now? yeaa
Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? Nopee.
Do you believe in God? yeaa..

Tagged to:
LeeN
Janee.
mariaa.
esther.
anybody.
else
who
feels like
doing it

<333

2009-03-05T06:01:00.001-08:00

45 thing a girl would really want but wont ask
1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.
Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.
KEEP READING ..
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say "I love her more than you", deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends.
It makes her feel loved.
Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.
One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she's your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO
TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!
WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US ..
26. Don't lie to her.
27. DON'T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can
always count on you.
ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT'S IMPORTANT.
31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in
and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.
35. Don't ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If she's upset, comfort her.
REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your
fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.
MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you're sitting on
her.
You'll never know when she needs just a little more love ..
Repost this in 20 sec. or you will lose the one you care about the most!
Guys repost this as: "I would do this for her."
Girls repost this as: "45 things a girl wants but wont ask

2nd post for the day!

2009-03-04T03:56:00.000-08:00

ytd..and today skipped sukantara..weee!!

ytd's day...
went hme..do tuition hw..then..fun/stupid/funny time starts
but b4 dat went to skss celebrate for puan rohani..and yea la..got pictures..got cake
went arnd skl give cakes to teacher..wee so fun..i miss u guys teacher!!

Pictures timee!!

Puan rohani's cake box..decorated by mee!!cheh..perasaan..XD..and also xiwie.esther.brenda...=)

AND TODAYYY
went skl in the morning then tinggal sendiri then go esther hse then go usj 5 padang then go my hse then go esther hse then go taipan wit darren then he went cc then me and esther went walking arnd and at last i went skl pik brendaa and vennee up..then come my hse..then gila gila kan thailand guy and his song..XD.
and then send them bak.done..XD

The end..XD
<333

I'm sorry

2009-03-04T03:32:00.000-08:00

Sry yisin.
Sry LeeN
Sry xiwei
Sry Justin.
Sry Ivy
Sry all of u which i think i ffked and who i made sad..I'm sorry!..Sry.I have my reasons..but forget it..dnt feel like saying it anymore..
Especially xiwei..Sry..I dnt mean to make u angry..

Poems time..

I'm sorry friend
I don't know what to do
I try so hard
to be a better person to you

I screw up a lot
and I ignore you too
I don't know why
but I still love you

You're my best friend
I know we can make it through
let's make this friendship last
and make it better and true

I know you're getting sick of me
I'm getting sick of myself too
I don't know how many times
I can say sorry to you

But really, I am
I'm such a fool
I let such a wonderful
friendship break in two

I'm gonna push aside the past now
I'm gonna be nicer to you
I want to make this last
and show what better I can do

You're my best friend still
and you're my favourite too
Cait, remember the good times
and I know we'll make it through
Will we??I hope so..

I don't know how to say
I don't know how to start
I just want you to know
how I feel from inside
I don't want you to leave
I don't want you to cry
Its just that you’re the best
You guys are my number 1 friend

Like a daisy in the sun,
They're my friend they're no.1,
They are as sweet as a chocolate bun,
I hope they know they're still my no.1,
so if you think your feeling down,
give a friend a call they'll clean the frown.
cause a friend is there when the world spins round.

You guys are...
You guys are the apple of my eye.
You guys are the one who cares for me.
You guys the one I love.
You guys are my everything.
You guys are my friend.
You guys are mine.
And i'm sorry to u guys..I've hurt u..I'm sorry..Please forgive me.

To u guys..I'll say thank you
U helped me through all those time..
It's uncountable..
U've stopped me from crying
U've made me smile
U've made me laugh till i felll down frm my chair
And for all u gave me...I didnt appreciate it..I've hurt u..I'm sorry guys..
Please forgive me.

It takes a friend
to pick you up when you fall,
It takes a good friends
to pick you up and wipe away the tears
It takes a best friend
to laugh in your face

I'm sorry i didnt appreciate u guys..I've learned my lesson..I'm sorry..

You guys are friend my companion
When you guys come for tea
You guys listen to my problems
And sort them out for me
With happiness
With smiles
With pain and tears
I know you guys wll be there throughout the years
Will u??I knw i did wrng..And now..Its time for me to apologize..time for me to wake up..
I'm sorry guys..u guys did so much..As i said..i didnt appreciate...I was too stubborn and dumb..I'm sorry

If i've made u sad
A smile is cheer from you to me now,
the cost is nothing its given for free.
They console the weary and gladden the sad.
And can make someone happy when they are mad.
Unlike blessings in which we pray
its the only thing you keep when you give it away.

I'm sorry..I've hurt u.I've made u guys upset..I'm sorry

Happy Bday PeePs!

2009-03-02T20:18:00.000-08:00

1st of all:Andy Leong Zhi Hao..
Luv u lil brotha..XD
I so effin miss u..

He damn cute kann..yes i knw he is..XD
<3 u andy!!

2nd person
Puan rohani..sry yea..takde pic..but went to skl and celebrate for her.XD
ppl there was..me..leen..xixi..esther..and BRENDA!
XD
haha..best science teacher..XD
<33

3rd person
LimZheng..XD.
My annoying neighbour..but kind and helpful at timess...when he gets annoying it makes u laugh at times too..XD
haha..happy bday.

Happy bday all..and to andy imiss u so damn much!!
have a good day!!<33

where are u now

2009-03-01T20:02:00.000-08:00

Baby i miss u..

where are u now
Britney Spears

Calling out your name
Your face is everywhere
I'm reaching out to you
To find that you're not there
I wake up every night
To see the state I'm in
It's like an endless fight
I never seem to win
I can't go on as long as I believe
Can't let go when I keep wondering

CHORUS:
Where are you now, what have you found
Where is your heart, when I'm not around
Where are you now, you gotta let me know
Oh baby, so I can let you go

I can hear your voice
The ring of yesterday
It seems so close to me
But yet so far away
I should let it out
To save what's left of me
And close the doors of doubt
Revive my dignity

Bit, I can't go on as long as I believe
Can't let go when I keep wondering

Repeat CHORUS

I should let it out, it's time to let you go
Oh baby, I just want to know

Saturdayy..28/2/08

2009-03-01T19:03:00.000-08:00

Sorry

2009-02-25T18:10:00.000-08:00

I'm sorry.I wasted your time..I upset u..Sorry.!

I am sorry that I made you cry,
It hurts me so bad that I want to die.
In you I have found a love that is true,
And my heart is filled with love for you.
I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,
But without you, my life will not be the same.
As I sit here writing this to you,
I am crying, thinking how much I was a fool.
I am sorry that we got into a fight,
I just wish that I could have made it up to you on that night,
I wish we didn't have this fight,
I just wish that we will never fight,
I thought that you should know.
I am sorry for whatever i do,
I want to take the time and apologize to you.
You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life full of happiness
Everytime you come around me my heart skips a beat.
I leave my phone on and I lye by it every night,
Just in case you call me if you feel something is not right.
Every night I think of you as I lye in the dark,
And I close my eyes and I see you holding on to me with your head against my heart.
Before I go and put this poem to an end,
I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again.

Boy i'm sorry..if u're reading..i hope u knw who u are

Hate it when things changed into a worst condition

2009-02-25T03:45:00.000-08:00

Well..Tdy..went skl as usual in the morning...bla bla bla..then in the evening after recess gila time..laugh non stop..
I LOVE U JINYI!!mua laughing partner..XD
other than dat all sianness

THANK YOU

2009-02-23T04:49:00.000-08:00

Thank you those ppl who cheered me up...and also those who is there for me..I finally laughed!!
1)Justin
2)LeeN
3)Yisin
4)Xiwei
5)Mummy Ivy
6)Sophie
7)Darren Cheah
8)Ryan
9)Kevin Lee
10)Miling jiee!!
11)Dilian jiee!!
12)Bee korr..
13)Mandyy..
14)kamall
15)Mama loo yee
16)Kabi
17)andreww
18)chriss
19)andyy
20)davidd
21)sanjeev
22)Tiffany
23)jennifer
24)Chuu
25)jasonn
26)cheryll
27)jasmine
Thank you all<33333

U won.

2009-02-20T20:14:00.001-08:00

U won..
I can tell u that..
If you're trying to make me jealous..u did it
If you're trying to make me sad.U did it
If you're trying to make me heart broken again..I'm sorry..my heart is not even fixed from the beginning when u broke it.
And i hate u..But still i love u..
And i dont wanna live without u..but i have to
I dont want a broken heart..but cause of u..i have this heart broken.
I dont wanna play that part.That girl who is having a broken heart.
But although u break my heart..You're the 1 i love and i want..
I keep trying to forget u..But i cant.
I hated u..but it hurts more when i knw that u're the 1 that i love and cant let go..And to know that i;ll still be there for u no matter what in the end.
I wanna know.
I really wanna know why
Why must u tell me u love her.
Why must u tell me u want her.
Why must u tell me he loves u.
Why must u guys tell me that.
Why cant u keep it to yourself.
You guys won..u won everyting..i give up!!!

18/2/2009

2009-02-19T04:26:00.000-08:00

I waited.but u didnt come back...i thought miracle would happen.but it didnt..I miss u..i rmb those memories..
well..i telked to esther about u..and everything about u came back to my mind..tears came rolling down..mood keep going down..everything about u..i promise i will keep it in my mind..every single memories with u will be saved in my head..and u will be kept in my heart..
i rmb u like to bite my hand if u can whenn u're angry..and u will bite my hair when u're angry at me..u like to act stupid to cheer me up..u like to sleep with your doll.u enjoy sleeping near the door.u like to go for walks..u like to go for grooming with us arnd u..u like to be go on the car.u like to sleep in aircond rooms..u pee near the store room....i cant go on..WHERE ARE U!?!!??!?!
I miss u..when will u come back to me???how long must i wait??when will i get to see u again??I dont wanna remember anything anymore..I want u to show it to me everyday...
I'm sorry baby!!please come back to me!!I promise i will change for u..i promise.
I'm sorry..I'm sorry for waking u up everytime when u're sleeping..i'm sorry for disturbing u..i'm sorry for scolding u when u did those wrong stuff when u're still young and i'm suppose to tell u but not scold u..I'm sorry for ignoring u..I'm sorry for all i did to u..I'm sorry for not spending more time with u..
I'm sorry..baby..PLS!I promise i will change for u..
PLEASE..You're birthday is gone..And i cant celebrate it with u..i missed a birthday with u..and i dont wanna missed it anymore..I wanna celebrate it with u..again...

those pictures up there..it's a few out of those pictures i took of u..
Times we had together..
Cash..wo ai ni..i love u..aishiteru...aku cinta pada mu
Pls come back to me...Miracle..pls happen.

MIRACLE!!!!!!

2009-02-16T20:02:00.000-08:00

I need miracle!!In this 1 more day..PLS!!!PPL say when u believe there is miracle there will be miracle..i do believe in miracle..will miracle be there for me??will u come back to me??I miss u baby!!

WHEN YOU BELIEVE
Mariah carey&whitney houston

Many nights we prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hope for a song
We barely understood
Now we are not afraid
Although we know theres much to fear
We were moving mountains
Long before we knew we could, whoa, yes
There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
Its hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe somehow you will
You will when you believe
[mmmmmmmmmyeah]
Mmmyeah
In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer bird
Too swiftly flown away
Yet now Im standing here
My hearts so full, I cant explain
Seeking faith and speakin words
I never thought Id say
There can be miracles
When you believe (when you believe)
Though hope is frail
Its hard to kill (mmm)
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve (you can achieve)
When you believe somehow you will
You will when you believe
[hey]
[ooh]
They dont always happen when you ask
And its easy to give in to your fears
But when youre blinded by your pain
Cant see the way, get through the rain
A small but still, resilient voice
Says hope is very near, oh [oh]
There can be miracles (miracles)
When you believe (boy, when you believe, yeah) [though hope is frail]
Though hope is frail [its hard]
Its hard to kill (hard to kill, oh, yeah)
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve (you can achieve, oh)
When you believe somehow you will (somehow, somehow, somehow)
Somehow you will (I know, I know, know)
You will when you believe [when you]
(ohoh)
[you will when you]
(you will when you believe)
[oohoohooh]
[oh...oh]
[when you believe]
[when you believe]

Happy Valentines Day!

2009-02-14T05:44:00.000-08:00

1st i wanna wish everybody happy valentines day..=)
Today went out with LeeN,Yi Sin,Justin,CaT,SaRa Liyana,Afiqah,Lim,Isabel
And was suppose to meet up with mahgesh but didnt..BUT atleast i saw him..he was skating..i mls to skate..wanted to go watch movie but end up go looking for teddy bear..XD
Met brenda ven nee claribelle & clarianne.=)
Oh ya..before this got larian fourian..didnt run..helped teacher..penjaga masa.=)
It was awesome..<3 u puan loh..xD..she was so frenly!!
then after dat went bak to usj5 padang..and play bball..
after dat got home..bath eat get ready..leave house go sunway!
i can say dat i was walking around the whole sunway today..xD.
Thank you yisin for temaning..xD
Got pictures..but lazy to upload..will upload somehow some day..XD
And to those ppl who went today..Thank you..had loads of fun..cheered me up..
Last but not least..
4 more days to your birthday..will u be bak by dat day??i wanna celebrate your birthday with you every year..i'll be waiting for u..pls give me a miracle..i miss u baby..pls come bak to me..

Happy belated birthday korr!!<333

2009-01-24T05:38:00.000-08:00

Sry yea..Late post...belated bday again.xD

Hmm..this brother arr..at times bully me like shit at times love me like shit..xD
All i can say is..kor nomatter wat u treat me..i still love u as my brother..Aku sayang pada mu abang ku..<3333

Happy bday!!

2009-01-22T04:51:00.001-08:00

Happy Belated bday miling jie.!!!<333..
I LOVE U!!!
Sry late wish...xD..ytd no time..xD

Happy Birthday Yisin!!

2009-01-19T04:16:00.000-08:00

Happie Birthday Yisin!!!You've been a great friend to me..or maybe as u said so..cousin sister..XD..lol..Thanks for helping me through those times..u know wat times..XD..I love u my so called cousin sister.!!have fun..enjoyy your bday..eventhough kena 100 plus by justin.xD..btw..just to let u knw..u've been a really thoughtful friend from the starting of the day that we met until now..regretted for not knowing u that well before this..you're a really sweet friend..even whenever we ppl tell u dat u keep denying the truth...xD..You're a really fweakin cute human..XD..oh oh oh..sry yea.nt yet buy ur bday present..getting it soon..dnt worry..didnt og out these days..<333..love u!!

are guys trustable?

2009-01-14T04:35:00.001-08:00

are guys trustable?i really wanna knw..cause..even my closest guy fren dont talk to me now..is it cause of that incident??i dont know..at times..i really dont feel like trusting guys..i just fought with 1 of my best fren cause of a guy..and i dont think its worth it..telling her i dont want to ruin our friendship..but she keep saying dont bother her..wat is this?for a guy..why are we fighting cause of him??wasting time ryte..haih..and i really wanna knw..do guys reall forget their ex..even if they used to be your best friend before this..do they forget them dat fast??do guys really have feelings??at times i really dont think so they have feelings..i knw this is criticising guys..so i wanna say sry to the guys..but i'm just typing out and posting what i feel about some guys..so yea..haih..confused

Days pass

2009-01-12T18:57:00.000-08:00

Today while i was checking my mail i got this from some ppl which i think is soo true...reminds me of him..i wonder hows he going on these days..see him in school..he dont even say a single word 'hi'.i wanna talk to him..but tak berani..wat is this la...bothers me every single time..thinking of him..

1.Don't hug her friends or your friends that are girls cause she'll feel left out
2. Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second.
3. Hug her from behind.
4. Leave her voice messages to wake up.
5. Wrestle with her.
6. Don't go hang out with your ex when she's not with you, you might not realize how badly it hurts her.
7. If you're talking to another girl, when you're done talking, walk over and
hug her and kiss her.... Let her know she's yours and they aren't.
8. Write her notes or call her just to say "Hi"... And not just at night after you've already been out with other girls.
9. Introduce her to your friends . . . as your girlfriend.
10. Play with her hair.
11. Pick her up.
12. Get upset if another guy touches her and she doesn't like it.
13. Make her laugh, if you can make her laugh, you can make her do
anything.
14. Let her fall asleep in your arms.
15. If she's mad at you, kiss her.
16. If you care about her, then tell her
17. Every guy should give their girl 3 things: a stuffed animal(she'll hug it every time she goes to sleep), jewelry (she'll treasure it forever), and one of his t-shirts (she'll most likely wear it to bed).
18. Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you're alone.
19. Look her in the eyes and smile.
20. Hang out with her on weekends.
21. Kiss her in the rain.
22. Kiss her just for the heck of it
23. If your listening to music, let her listen too.
24. Remember her birthday and get her something, even if it's simple and inexpensive, it came from YOU. it means all the world to HER. it's the thought that counts.
25. When she gives you a present on your birthday, Christmas, or just whenever, take it and tell her you love it, even if you don't (it'll make her happy.)
26. Always call her when you say you will, it may not seem like it, but it DOES hurt her and makes her think you don't care, so call even if you can only talk for a minute. Girls don't necessarily have to have hour-long conversations every night but it's nice for us to hear your voice even for a quick hello.
27. Give her what she wants. ANYTHING.
28. Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most.
29. Tell her she's beautiful, she needs to know her striving is working.
30. Hang out with her whenever you are free and you should be free to hang with your girlfriend all the time.
31. If u care about her...SHOW her!

I miss the way u treated me before..u were so caring..till now we dont even talk..=(
having u bak as atleast a fren will be the best present ever..

Happy belated Birthday Mama loo yee..

2009-01-02T00:08:00.000-08:00

Yesterday too busy helping her to check her stuffs lol..hahaha...

She..A teacher who is hot,sexy,cute,sporting,and everything else..hahha..and most of all she is caring..=D she is like a mother to alot of student..maybe..lol..but to me she is..=D...haha..okay...i have to stop my craps and go on with the poem as i said she will have if i'm not wrong..xD

Mama, you're a wonderful teacher,
So gentle, yet so strong.
The many ways you show you care
Always make me feel I belong.
You're patient when I'm foolish;
You give guidance when I ask;
It seems you can do most anything;
You're the master of every task.

You're a dependable source of comfort;
You're my cushion when I fall.
You help in times of trouble;
You support me whenever I call.
I love you more than I can express;
You have my total respect.
If I had my choice of having 2 mothers,
You'd be the second one I'd select!

I love u mama loo yee..and yes...i owe u your surprise giving it to u soon..hahha..wait till you're back from singapore okay!!<3...

Memories with u!

2008-12-21T20:00:00.001-08:00

Today..i woke up..Thanks to Steffi..-.-..btw..i woke up..suddenly wanting to look through my pictures in my phone and found all the pictures we took in school and also outings together.You g uys gave me loads of great memories..its more than enough..I'm really glad i had friends like u guys..haha..talking but this it reminds me of something..i remember me and some1 are fighting over each other for jane.hahha...that's lame yea i know..lol..hehe..and suddenly he poped out in my mind..the person who cheered me up when i'm down..but now he wont be cheering me up when i'm down anymore..because he left me..he said goodbye..there's something i wanna tell him is that..i can honestly say that u're on my mind every morning since i wake up till i fall asleep where u'll be in my dream..and i will wake up every morning feeling the worst cause i knw that u wont be there anymore..u wont even be texting me..it's cause u left..u changed ur number..yes..i knw that..every morning i will just look at your photograph..all the time these memories come back to life..i remember when i kissed your chubby cheeks..i can still feel it on my lips..i remember those things we did together..those memories we had together..i rmb when u holdmy hands..i rmb when u hugged me..i rmb till i cry..and i wish i'd forget one thing..a memory i wanna forget is u saying goodbye..

Happy Birthday Mummy..<3

2008-12-13T21:23:00.000-08:00

A mother can be any size ...or age,
But won't admit to being over thirty.
A mother has soft hands and smells good.
And doesn't like the kids being dirty

Nor having her children sick,
Nor bad report cards nor muddy feet
, Nor temper tantrums, nor loud noise
Nor kids that aren't neat.

A mother likes new dresses and a clean house
Especially the loo,
She likes her children's kisses, an automatic washer
Oh, and Dad, I suppose, too

A mother can bake good cakes and desserts
But spends a lot in the vegetable aisle
A mother can kiss sad little faces
And make them smile.

A mother is underpaid,
Does long hours and gets very little rest.
She worries too much about her children
And wants, for them, the best

She is the guardian angel of the family
The queen bee,
The tender caring hand .
And is loved, very much..
... by me

Happy Birthday, Mum

10/12/2008

2008-12-11T03:31:00.000-08:00

Woke up arnd 12..Thanks to Ms Ximin..Shouting and Screaming..

Ximin:KAK!!!MANA BAJU SAYA?!!

Yensin:SHUT UP LA!!I TRYING TO SLEEP HERE!!

Ximin:WAKE UP!!DNT SLEEP!!WANT TO GO SUNWAY ANOT?!!!

Yensin:SUNWAY??!!!SURE!!=D

Ximin:Fasterla!!Go BATH!!

Yensin:U bath 1st la..After u bath wake me up(I know i'm lazy...)

Ximin:I finding my shirt..u dowan to call ur fren??

Yensin:Oh ya!!who to call who to call?!!ESTHER!!SHIT!PHONE NO CREDIT

Ximin:Use house phone la.

Yensin:Mama using...

Ximin:Ask her borrow awhile la..

Yensin:Smart..

Ximin:I'm always smart.

Yensin:*nt bothering her..*MA!!!Borrow phone!!

Grandma:Aiyo..i using half way la..

Yensin:Please!!

Grandma:...nah...use la..

Yensin:Yay!!

*while waiting for esther to pick up*

Yensin:Why so long wan...

Esther:Hello??

Yensin:Yes!Esther wanna go sunway?

Esther:With who?

Yensin:Andy they all la..u call them..Jane also!

Esther:Why me??

Yensin:Cause i need to bath

Esther:Okay okay..

*after 10 minutes while looking for my black hoodie esther called me*

Yensin:Wat?

Esther:I cannot get them!

Yensin:Call house phone..

Esther:I dnt have andy's house phone

Yensin:03563*****

Esther:Okay.How u going?Can send me?

Yensin:Can u come my house 1st?Then i can send u.

Esther:Okay

Then go sunway..Bla bla bla..Sampai de.

Yensin:What u wanna do?

Esther:Dono

Yensin:Lets go watch movie

Esther:Okay

Yensin & Esther:SO MANY PPL!

*Jane Calls*

Esther:JANE!CAN COME SUNWAY?

Jane:why didnt tell me earlier??My parents went out de.

Esther:Last minute..

Jane:Imran skating

Esther:Sleeping??

Jane:SKATING

Esther:Oh okay..Me and Yensin go find him nw.

*put down the phone*

Esther:Imran skating

Yensin:Lets go find him

Esther:Ya

*Reach outside the rink*

Esther:Where is he?

Yensin:There!!

Esther:Where??

Yensin:THERE!

Esther:Oh ya!

*Waiting for him to spot for us*

Yensin:OMG!HE CANT SEE US!

Esther:DATS WHY!

Yensin:Haih..Leans on the window thingy..

*Suddenly Imran came and knock the window thinggy*

Yensin:Ouch!

Imran:*LAUGHS*

Yensin:LOL!

Esther:HAHa

Imran:Come in la

Yensin:Esther dowan

Esther:I DOWAN!!

Yensin:Why?

Imran:*left went skate arnd*

Yensin:Go in la

Esther:Dowan.

Yensin:Fine..we see if imran coming out soon then we dnt go..

Esther:Okay

Imran:*Coming bak to us*

Yensin:Wat time u leavin?

Imran;3

Yensin & Esther:*Starts wondering whether is it 3 oclock or 3 more hours*

Yensin:Go in only la..

Esther:Dowan!

*I start insulting esther.xD sry esther!*

Yensin:SEE!!this small girl dono how to skate also went in u dnt dare to go in

Esther:I dowan!

Yensin:Fine!

Imran:I leaving now.

Esther:Kay no nid to go in de

Yensin:U sould say thank you to imran

Esther:Yes

Yensin:Hahaha

Esther:Lol

Yensin & Esther:*waiting for imran*

Imran:*changing shoe after he's done he came*

Yensin:Hahahah

Esther:??

Yensin:Say thank you to imran

Esther:Oh ya!Thank you imran!

Imran:For wat?

Yensin:*Explains everything*Made everybody laugh*

Imran:Lol*starts walking

Yensin & Esther:IMRAN!!!

Imran:WAT??

Yensin & Esther:Come la*while laughing*

Imran:Ohh..AHaah

Yensin:Where u going later?

Imran:Arcade with my brother and my cousins..Where are they??

Yensin:Lol..

Esther:Haha..

Yensin:U take 1 hour to spot for us.

Imran:Yea..*Laughs*

Yensin & Esther:AHahha..Kayla..u go la..We go watch movie..

Imran:Okay..

*at the cinema*

Yensin:What show to watch?

Esther:Dono

Yensin:Lets watch igor.

Esther:Okay

*lines up to get ticket and got it*

Yensin:The show is 530

Esther:Wat to do now?its only 3.30...

Yensin:Lets go eat

Esther:Okay

*went baskin robins*

Yensin:I want Rum raisins!

Esther:I want(i forgot wat)

*Starts eating after that help ximin find thing..Wasted 1 hour went arcade to help ximin find thing after that went bowling alley to makan after that continue finding after that went to watch igoR!*

Yensin:We're the 1st person in here

Esther:Yea

Yensin:*accidentally poured the popcorns!*SHIT!!*laughs*

Esther:*Starts laughing*

Yensin:Lol

Esther:Clean it.

Yensin:Cleaning.*Sweeps everything down.

*movie starting soon..ppl starts coming in..

Yensin:OMG!Nobody here!

Esther:Yea!*Starts laughing*

Yensin:*starts laughing*

*after movie we met up with imran ask him go skating then i sent esther back and went skating with imran.*

Imran:waiting for me near the ticketing counter..

Yensin:OMG!!Why are u waiting there??

Imran:Dono.*Laughs*

Yensin:*Laughs*

*Go get skates*

Imran:U first..

Yensin:I need to take off my shoes.

*Imran got his skates then i was waiting for mine..*

Imran:There!!Got 28/38..*I forgot the size..Either1*

Yensin:Where?

*the ppl gave me the skates*

Yensin:Nvm*laughs*

Imran:*Laughs*Faster la.

Yensin:Okay..Wait la..*Laughs*Winnie the pooh!

Imran:*Laughs*

Yensin:Okay lets go

*Went to the rink skate skate skate suddenly*

Imran:Faster la..

Yensin:I dnt wanna fall

Imran:HAhA

Yensin:xD.Lol*Starts laughing*

*Imran's brother and cousins came in and starts saying thank you*

Yensin:Welcome welcome welcome.

Imran:*Starts laughing while waiting*

Yensin*Went towards imran and started laughing*

*After awhile saw farah..*

Farah:*Asked me a questionTells me that she knws imran's bro ..

Yensin:*Answers the question*..I see..Kay chao..

Farah:Okay

*continue skating and here comes imran*

Imran:Skate la..

Yensin:Skating la..

*i went to the entrance..*

Imran:Where u going??

Yensin:Toilet..

Imran:Oh..

*wanted to continue skating at the entrance using my gloves and here comes mr kind=imran wanted to help me in xD*Thanks imran*But i went in my self..xD

Yensin & Imran:*talking while skating saw the small kids*

Yensin:DAMN CUTE!!

Imran:*starts laughing*

Yensin & Imran:*saw a black dude*

Yensin:That's G---n's brother*starts laughing*

Imran:*starts laughing*

*Talk while skating and bla bla bla have to go out the rink cause got hockey then went and take off the skates*

*Jane calls then we talk bla bla bla*

Jane:Where's imran?

Yensin:Beside me

Jane:Pass the phone to him pls

Yensin:Okay

*Pass the phone to imran while he was talking on the phone we look through soe pictures and saw 1 of jane's funny picture*

*finish talking to jane*

Change skates and returned it.

Yensin:U all wanna go out?

Imran:Yea

Yensin:Kamal they wanna go out.

Kamal:There that way

Imran,his bro,his cousin:Okay thanks.

*walks with them to send them out*

Imran:Where u going?

Yensin:Wait for my cousin here or maybe go walk around..

Imran:Oh okay..Thanks yea..Byee..

Yensin:Okay..Welcome..Byeee!

and there goes a perfect memorable day..

The end..Sry no pics..didnt take any pics at all..=DThanks imran for a fun day..hahha..

P.S.I cut some of the parts..if not too long....=D

Jack&Cash

2008-12-07T04:17:00.000-08:00

Jack...U've been such a nice doggy..U're perfect in many ways..I love u loads..But still...I wanna apologize to u!Sorry for being hot tampered today..if you could even read my blog..i'm sorry..I just cant take it when ever ppl keep saying that u're way better than cash..Does it mean that she's missing and i got a new dog and they can fully replace her with u??I dnt think so..Its cruel...eventhough cash isnt with us now..she might be at somewhere else..We failed to find her..that does not mean that she'll be gone forever..even if she will she will still be by our side..We still have those memories..Those times that we spent with her..You guys can just forget everything she did for u guys..and all u remember is those wrong things she did..she's a dog..she's not god..even humans make mistakes..what else?she's an animal!no offence,even ppl say that shihtzu's arent that smart..u should be glad for even having her..atleast she listens to what u said..atleast she tried to learn everything u teach her..chow chows are way smarteer than a shihtzu..why must u guys keep comparing between jack and cash??they are both perfect in unusual ways..how can u guys just replace her with jack??what is she to u before?those funs u had with her.those things she did for u..u wont give her compliments for those things..but just complaints for the wrong things she did..it's not fair for her!why must u guys pilih kasih jack??just because he's smarter??well of course chow chows are smarter than shihtzus..chowchows can guard houses..but shihtzus are only for us to play..shihtzus are just our playmate..or mayb a sister or some1 to keep all your secrets..yes she does..she keeps all my secrets..i tell her everything...but jack..nope..i dont tell him anything..i didnt even tell him a single thing..i love him..but i love cash as well..as well 1 thing my love to cash is more than jack..we've been through alot of things..we had loads of fun..she gave me loads of good memories..she's as though like a sister to me..jack.soon maybe..but the 1 thing i knw is that cash will never be replaced..I love her..

Boring Holidays..

2008-12-06T21:33:00.000-08:00

Holiday sucks!!I miss school!!Yesterday was the best day among any other days=.=saw andy in sunway..haha..wakes up in between 12p.m.- 5p.m.Is there smething i can do to sleep the whole day till night then watch tv till morning then sleep again??If there is pls tell me..i'm drool bored..there goes today woke up so early..next going to sleep again..xD..sleeping rocks!!kills time..okay..bye..i wanna go sleep...nite,morning,afternooon everybody..<3

JANE!!

2008-12-02T19:58:00.001-08:00

Sry for the cacatness of the picture...got problem abit.but yea...here i wanna talk about this girl chua su jane!!She's sweet,kind,hot,pretty,and alot more la...too many to list out..i wanna say thanks to her..she's been such a sweet friend to me..but at times i'm just so..like i have some mental problem and like blaming things or scolding her..and jane if you're reading this i'm sorry for eing like that..i even kept a secret from her lately which i promise i that i will tell her..but i didnt...and for that she got real sad..sry babe..some ppl might think she is a lil bit meanbut to me she is not she is perfect the way she is...she is meant to be like this..so dont try to change her..i love her the way she is..she is perfect in her own unusual way..to tel you the truth she is very berry strawberry blueberry or watever berry friendly..she make friends!that's how i know her.hahah lame i knw..but sadly she'll be leaving me and going to SMK12!!damn la..that school..=.=but still jane thanks for giving me those good memories..thanks for being my sister,thanks for being my best fren,thanks for being there for me when i needed you,thanks for not leaving me even i'm that hot headed at times,thanks for forgiving me when i do those stupid wrong things,thanks for this memorable year,thanks for everything u gave me,thanks!!!thanks for giving me those times to learn japanese with u.hahah..xDAishiteru jane.Arigato gozamasu.I LOVE U!<3..have>

Lost in my own feelings..

2008-12-02T02:07:00.000-08:00

I keep telling myself then i'm over u..i told everybody i'm over you..but am i really over you??the answer is no...i just realised that i'm not...all these while i never let you down..i just realised that..after i found out that u have some1 else..after some1 told me that u have some 1 else..on that second i realised that u're no longer mine..you use to cheer me up when i'm depressed..you use to cheer me up when i just break up...but now..there's no another you to cheer me up.there's no another you to be there for me when i needed a shoulder to cry on.there's no more another you to tell me your jokes to cheer me up...there's no more another you who give me comfortable hugs..there's no more another you to help me out with my works...you were there for me all these while...but now..you arent there to cheer me up from my depression cause of my problems anymore..now it's your turn to make me lost..i'm confused..i'm lost in my own feelings...i didnt accept the fact that we're no longer together..i didnt accept the fact that u're no longer mine..i didnt accept the fact that u're gone from my life..i didnt accept it all these while because i cant accept it..all i have to do is learn to..but i cant...it's just too hard for me...i would just pretend that you're still there for me..but now it will never work anymore..when i wanna pretend that u're still there for me..the fact that you are with some 1 else and the fact that you are not with me anymore..is there to stop me..i will just have to ask myself..you use to wipe my tears..but now..you're making me tear..I dont wanna be this weak anymore..i'm tired of all this things going on..i'm tired of missing you..i'm tired of being tired..i'm tired of waiting for u..i knw you wont even come back to me..sometimes..when i look in the pond..the water is calm and still..my reflection is there..i see you holding me..but then you suddenly dissapear..and i knw all that is left of you is a memory that only exist in my dream..evry night i will just dream bout us together..and the next morning it just hurt so much to know that i'm not actually with you..to knw that you're no longer mine..to knw that u're gone.to knw that u're no longer by my side..to know that you left me..i know i'm such a loser for writting this..my previous post is about the 1 u love being happy and you'll be happy..yes is he's happy i will..but..still i really want him by my side..i love him..he has some1 else for him..i'm just not the right person for him..to all readers i'm sorry for being emo..sorry..i'm just letting out my feelings..cause i dont think there's lots of ppl who is reading my blog.so yea...sry ppm..

Something i found

2008-11-24T01:05:00.000-08:00

I found something while reading through peoples blog..And i think it is so true..Why must a girl be sad for what a guy said to her??I used to be..but why not think on the other side..If u loose some1 u love..u can still love them..You can still be their friend..You dont have to have them even if u love them..Wouldnt you be happy if you see the person you love/like is happy??I will....if u wanna read the real copy go to her blog..http://writtenincolours.blogspot.comi enjoy reeading her blog..especially her latest post which is posted on the 19 of november 2008..btw i edited the post..sorry christy..

have you ever asked yourself this question about the 1 you love??
How sure are u he loves u??
Because he said so??Did he show u that he love u??He might have when he loved u before..But does he still do so??Time changes people.Emotions come and go as time passes.feelings fade away too it's unfortunate and sad..but i guess..this is just the way life is right??

next if you are sure he loves you.
what has he actually done for you??
Gave u a present??gave u a kiss??Hold your hands??give u a hug??i can't deny,those actions..they do impress you and make u fall for them more..Dont be suprise if it's just play he is putting up for u

If you know he doesnt love you anymore.if his friends have told you he said he wants to leave u.If tht guy ask you whether can you break up.then he is not worth you.why bother being with some1 who doesnt love you??why do u still want to sacrifice for him??he is after all not going to appreciate itletting go is the hardest thing to go.but u have to try!if he is not yours then just let go..

what you feel only matters to you.it's what you do that matters to the one that you love..
I'll do anything for the one i love.i have heard that alot of times.It just seem like a saying ppl say to win some one's heart.if you would do whatever for the one you love.it's simple.all you have to do is do whatever it takes.

Who said you have to jump down a building to prove u love some one?who said u need to let go of life just because you love someone?it'll just prove that you are stupid and crazy..just do whatever it takes whether it hurts you or not...
The end..

From me myself..
If you,your friend or some1 loose some one they love...all you or your friends will say it's the other's fault..why not thinking the other side??through what i think..it cant fully be their fault...why not blaming yourself for not doing your best to keep them and their love for yourself?why not doing your best to make them only talk or look at you..the 1 and only girl/guy they see??

you cant force some one you love to love u..even if you can..in the end..everybody will be sad..instead of having everybody sad..why not let the person go..and have yourself to be the only person sad?you cant be selfish..isnt it that having the one u love to be happy will make yourself happy??to me that is..even if i can't have the person i love..as long as he is happy i wont mind being the 1 with miseries..well,atleast u have those memories with him/her...

aren't you glad enough to have those memories??to me that is enough...as long as he is happy..i'm happy..i cant force him to love me..feelings fade as time goes by...if i see the person i love sad..i will be sad for them too..maybe sadder than them...and if u see the 1 you love sad and u cant do anything to help them..it will make it worst..so why not let them go..let them find their own happiness..find the 1 and only person they truly love and make sure they are happy..let them do what they want..and all you have to do for themis help them with it..help them through all their ups and downs..other than being their gf or bf..you can be their best fren,close fren,pet sis,pet bro,normal fren??it's better than nothing..

To those ppl who think i'm crapping sorry..but i'm just telling what i think..and what i agree from christy's post..and sorry for leaving my blog dead...i'll post bout the school end thinggy soon..i mls nak post..got too many pictures..X-)

Bye bye..Enjoy reading..enjoy your day readers...have fun in your holidays..take care..<3

Sorry!

2008-11-10T04:15:00.000-08:00

Sorry people!Sry for not updating my blog for more than 50yearS!!i'll update a post a.s.a.p..Thx jane!!<3

Cat's bday..

2008-10-03T08:06:00.000-07:00

Sry for not updating my bloggie..nth to upload...well..i just got some pics bout cat's birthday which is on da 1st of may..had lots of fun..but it's old memories..gonna post it now..=D

well...as usual..we ss..the mentalness of s-sing...=D

Leen..Me..Isabel...=D

This is da group picture=D..Great memories..

P.s.Such great memoreis that we have..but a pass is still a pass..wishing our frenship nvr ended..

I miss them...

2008-08-19T23:10:00.000-07:00

Are they changed??Do they hate me???They seem to be...I hope they're not...Because i really miss them...I want things to go back to the old times...we're hanging out together...In school..carrying newspaper together..helping each other...Spending our recess time on the stairs in school..Mr peace...Sunway..Orchestra..Stairs..Camwhoring together..Our class..6orange..6yellow..5 bersih...Bus...'Fei Po song & When you're gone'...Rmb??I hope things will reiwnd bak to before...
Ps:I will always remember u guys..the memories we had..I miss u guys...Is/Andy/Govin/Jane/Ssl..U guys were once my bestest friends and u guys will still be my bestest friend now and forever..Thanks for the memories i hope it will last forever and i wish to have more memories with u guys...=D..I love u guys..

You

2008-08-08T23:31:00.001-07:00

I know you're emo and depressed these days...I know the reason too..and it's cause of her...To you it might feel really bad..But do you know..there is some other people which feel even worse than you and it's cause of you..because those people dont wanna see you sad anymore and they want you to stay happy...I seriously want you to be happy again...i really wanna see you smile and laugh again..I miss your smile..The way you laugh full of happiness...not fake laughs...not fake smiles...i know that you're trying to keep those stuff which is hurting u so much in your heart..Do you know that u will get even sadder??...please..if there's anything..tell me..let me help..i really wanna help u..i dont wanna se u sad..i wanna see u smile..i wanna see u laugh...i wanna see you hyper..not emo..so..please..I want you to be the jolly u..i want to see you happy..even though you don't share your happiness with me..atleast you're happy..although when i see you being with her makes me sad..although it's hurting me alot...but atleast you're happy..i really want you to be happy...The cause of you being sad,depressed,emo...is cause of her..i know..and i can see that...Through everything..i can tell that you really love her more than yourself..and it's really bad..and you're trying to be happy on the outside..but u're hurting yourself on the inside..Pls...If there's anything..i'm there for you..If you wanna express your feelings...i'm there for you..if you wanna say something..but nobody to talk to..i'll be there for you..I'll always be available for you..

A song for the 1 i loved and a song for the person who used to be my best fren

2008-08-05T08:44:00.000-07:00

To:Him
Don't mind me..I changed the lyrics
Song tittle:When you're gone
Singer:Avril lavigne
Editor:Me la of coz
I always thought you are the one
I never thought you'd
Break my heart into pieces
And the days feel like kills when you're with her
And the memories of us
Is still in my mind...
When you walk away
I count the steps that u take
Do you see how much i love u right now..
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing u
When you're gone
The face i came to know is missing too
When you're gone the words i need to hear
To always get me through the day..
And make it okay..
I need u..
I've never felt this way before
I felt very sad
Because u left me for her
And the memories we had
Is still in my mind
And i cant forget it
Because i really love u
When you walk away
I count the steps that u take
Do you see how much i love u right now..
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing u
When you're gone
The face i came to know is missing too
When you're gone the words i need to hear
To always get me through the day..
And make it okay..
I need u..
I thought u really loved me
But u just played me
I cant take it
Yeah Yeahhhh
All I ever wanted was for you to know
I really want u to be with me now
I could hardly breath i need to feel you here with me
Yeahhh
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing u
When you're gone
The face i came to know is missing too
When you're gone the words i need to hear
To always get me through the day..
And make it okay..
I love u..
To:Her..
Dont mind me yaa..i changed the lyrics =D
Song tittle:perfect
New writer fo this song:Yen Sin
Dedicated to:My best fren..
Hey girl..look at me...
Think back and talk to me
Did i changed myself according to her??
And i think i'm hurting u too much
Doing things i'm doing now
But it hurts when u dont talk to me
All along..
And now i try hard to make it
I just wanna make u smile..
I'm never gonna be good enough for u
I cant pretend that i'm alright...
And i can't take it
Cause we lost it all
Nothing last forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect..
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
I try not to think
About the memories we had
Did u noe it really hurts me alot..
And all the days u spend with me.
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you dont care anymore
And now i try hard to make it
I just wanna make u smile
I'm never gonna be good enough for u
I cant pretend that i'm alright...
And i can't take it
Cause we lost it all
Nothing last forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect..
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Nothing's gonna change the change the fact that u're my best friend
Nothing's gonna make me change my mind
Please don't turn your back
I don't want u to see me tear now
Cause it is really sad..
Cause we lost it all
Nothing last forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect..
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Cause we lost it all
Nothing last forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect..
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect...

Swim!!!

2008-08-03T07:44:00.000-07:00

Today..the topic is...swimming!!!muahahhhahah...went swimming at 5 smthing...sry maria...couldnt make it to padang...went there wif bee kor,ximin,dilian jie...hahahah..swim till 9 smthing..so tired...then went eat...the food is soooooo delicious...muahahhahahah..Eat till damn full..cannot finish the food...lol...so fun...and and..The little girl!!!so cute!!she said bye and she did fluing kiss..hahahahhahah..damn cute...welll..yeah..And in the afternoon..i did some colourings...lol...nth better to do...trying to be small kid..=Dbut sadly i cant save the picture!!...T.T.
Bee kor...i noe ur secret..muahahaahhah...2 of ur secret....muahahahahahha...dont worry...i wont tell...muahahahahah

Truth or Dare...Stupid humans..

2008-07-26T04:39:00.002-07:00

Truth or Dare??
Today,in school...after the bloody boring ceramah,we played truth or dare in class..muahahhahhaha...ppl who played=jane,fikfik,haqeem,faizal..jane kena and she have to drink fikfik's water lol she spit it out on the table...haha...and some other stuff..then..teacher came in..jane dared me to drink fikfik's water..and i dare..lol...=.=damn fun..

Memorable day..

2008-07-24T06:13:00.001-07:00

Today..went padang wif Azhar a.k.a lemak..^^Leen,Maria,Sara and limzheng..have alot of fun..and leen..i'll rmb today..24th july 2008...saved in my brain..forever...and memories we had...in my diary..^^..had lots of fun...^^and who the hell is bernice?!!!!well..leen..thx for the memories.^^
chaozz..love everybody who went to padang today except limzheng..muahahahhah limzheng is unwanted..lol..

FIKFIK

2008-07-24T00:38:00.000-07:00

EVERYBODY!!ATTENTION PLS!!!
IF YOU THINK THIS IS TRUE WRITE IN MY CBOX YESFIKFIK.IF U THINK IT'S NOT WRITE NOFIKFIK
1)fikfik is caring...
2)fikfik is frenly...
3)fikfik if funny...
4)fikfik is fun...
5)fikfik is cheerful..
6)fikfik rocks...
7)fikfik is a good boi
8)fikfik is gentlement
haha...for your information if you dont noe who is fikfik..he is fikri..to em everything up dere is true about him...^^soo ppl...if you think it's true write yesfikfik if u think it's not true..write nofikfik in my chat box..
byebye..=D

You..I DIDNT CHANGE

2008-07-23T05:14:00.001-07:00

You..
I always tell myself to forget you..but can i really do it??i always tell myself to forget all the memories we had..but..can i even forget it??in my mind..the answer will always be yes..because...i really want to forget you...but..in my heart..i still wanna be with you..i wanna rewind the time when we're together...i really do.. but,you're with her....and nearly everyday i go to the park with her..when her phone rings...it'll always be you calling/msging her...it's really hard to accept the fact..but i guess i really have to accept it..cause...i noe that..u really love her...maybe u cant even live without her...soo...since you're happy with it..live a happy life with her...=)

I didnt change...!!!
I didnt change..i'm not her...i'm me..i'm myself..i'm not neo sujane..i'm neo yen sin...i dont wanna be anybody but me..I'M ME!!!...

Yesterday,Today,Padang

2008-07-18T08:23:00.000-07:00

Yesterday!!
yesterday in school was awesome..!!went to school as usual..and starting of the day i laughed until going bak time..interesting ryte..haha...Thx to nadzmi my baju all basah..but i was fun..we played with water..we sprayed each other...hahaha..Atleast he cheered me up from my miseries...THX NADZMI FIKRI a.k.a FIK FIK..haha

TODAY!!
Today was cik cheam's birthday..like yesterday..laughed like shit again..thx to nadzmi also..haha..we had a party in 6orange for cik cheam...then..nadzmi splat his cake on afif's face,myhand and my face...can u imagine?how disgusting..but...it was fun..we high5 infront of everybody and some ppl kena the cream also...i chased him..and he made me fall but i was still laughing when i fell..lol...haha...then i continue chasing him around the school..lol..when go bak time we played water again..me jane and him...today me and jane not so wet..but still i was fun..real fun..THX TO FIK FIK AGAIN!!HEHE..

Padang!!
I went padang today..it was awesome...i went ther wif cashy...saw sara from 6orange..talk talk talk..then maria came.=D..fun part..we talk and talk..ya la..the talk was fun..it's awesome..damn funny..haha..took some pictures wif maria too..pictures will be up when i have it..i'll ask her to send it to me..^^

Flash back to sweet memories...Thx guys..

2008-07-14T01:53:00.000-07:00

Flash back to sweet memories...

In school...

If i'm not wrong i think this is wat nadzmi draw..haha..jane..hell girl...

My class...Year 6..Last year liow...sobx

6ORANGE!!!hmm...the guy beside the teacher,and the 3 guys posing at the bottom...the prefect,librarian and the normal student..all four of them are cute&hot

My house...

Me and jane..We're gonna die together...we'll take every step together..^^

Pyramid...

Me and my bestfrens in pyramid...while ice resurfing we went and camwhore..^^

The gals^^..

In mc D with jon,andy,antonio,cat,and shirleen..^^1st take..

2nd take..lol..

US again!!..^^take 1!

TAKE 2!!!!!

12 march 2008.

Todaaayyy wass super fun!! Go suNway again xD hehehe.. our main place =D hehe.. so.. the peoplee who went wass... Andy, govin, imran, mie and leen. haha.. esther cant come... mom dun let.. sadd.. haha... *Sadder thing* the photoss in my fonee cant uploadd cuz of the damn bluetooth thing not working.. cuz i usually use bluetooth to put da foto in my compp xD hehe.Anyway! we were at the arcade and ice rink forr da wholeee dayy!! Skatttttttttinggg! everyone's leg was like so damn painful.... we skate non-stop.. got la... but awhile oni xP haha.. I fell xD ImRaN too... andy and leen din fall.. kakaka ^^But me and leen had to go back early.. sad la... Ohhh yaa! we kacau kamal oso.. helllu uncle kamal xD okok how bout korkor? =D hahaha.. today got hockey.. match.. din noe dat.. hehe x) he was pulling and pulling the net.. hahaha.. after skating ask him help take the skates oso duwan... LOL ^^We had lots and lots of fun!! haha.. govin went back early.. but when me and leen going to go bak ady.. we playedd gloveee throwin! haha stupid but caring punyer andy and imran keep kacau-ing me and leen.. haha.....thx for giving me such great memories some1 there....i'll never forget you..cause u're special to me...

Ochestra!!

We went to school early just to camwhore..hehe^^..

Us at the basketball net thinggy..^^

STAGE!!TAKE 1..

With Puan cheng...Take 2!!!

TAKE 3..

TAKE 4

TAKE 5.!

IN THE BUS!!

Take 1 in the bus while going to KLCC!!WOOHOO!!

ME AND JANE!!IN DA BUSS...^^

IN KLCC

SECRET RECIPE

after we eat in secret recipe we went to ochestra and enjoy and balik..done..

MPSJ

ALL of us went to mpsj to practise for hari sukan..

ME and JANE..IN MPSJ

THX GUYS..

GUYS,THx for caring bout me..but i'm fine..^^thx guys..i'm really lucky to have great friends like you guys...You guys were great frens...thanks for cheering me up when i'm down..^^

YOU

2008-07-12T02:06:00.001-07:00

I'll remember you...
It has been so long,
Since we have talked,
I hope that things are still the same,
Hoping they will never change,
Cause what we had,Cant be replaced,
Dont let our memories fade away,
Keep me in your heart for always..
You made me believe,
That i can do almost everything,
Stood right by me,
Through the tears through everything,
I'll remember you,
And baby that's forever true,
You're the one that i'll always miss,
Never thought it would feel like this,
I promise you,
I wont forget,
The times we shared,the tears we cried,
You'll always be the sun in my sky,
It may be fate,that brings us back to meet again someday,
Eventhough e go seperate ways,
You made me believe,
That i can do almost anything,
You stood right by me,
Through the tears through the tears through everything,
I'll remember you,
And baby that's forever true,
You're the one that i'll always miss,
Never thought it would feel like this,
I'll be there for you,
No matter what you're going through,
In my heart you'll always be,
Forever baby i'll remember you,
If the day should come when you need some one,
You know that i'll follow..i will be there,
Dont ever let there be a doubt in you mind,
Cause i'll remember you,you...,
I'll remember you,
And baby that's forever true,
U're the one that i'll always miss,
Never thought it will feel like this,
I'll be there for you,
No matter what you're going through,
In my heart you'll always be,
Forever baby,
I'll remember you,
Forever baby,
I'll remember you...
You can really forget everything??our sweet memories??the times when we were together??i'll never gorget it..cause i'll always love you...
Will you ever forget me and our memories together?i hope not...cause i'll always remember you,i'll always love you,you'' always be in my heart..nobody can take your place in my heart..cause you're irreplacable..

Football,Netball,YOU,life

2008-07-11T03:01:00.000-07:00

Football...

congratulations to 6orange...they won the semifinals...so glad..^^But i got news u hurt urself again..u fell..it hurts...but the only thing i can do is just hear and listen to wat happened to u..i cant do anything else to help u..i hate myself...but i nnoe u have her..u wont even needed my help...okay..forget about that in this topic..hmm..reu ben fell..my good luck was a good luck to them too^^but it might be them which worked so hard..and they did a great job..they were great players..lucky they won or not ..REUBEN!!lol hahahaha..although 6 green main ganas...gorila...

Netball
Shit laa...my class lost...kesian...6blue peeps...u guys all gorrila ke apa..play so ganas...giler..anyway we got 2nd..^^

You..

I loved u with my heart..I cant get over you...u made my heart feel whole when u're around..i seen the side of u that no one else have ever seen..u were always there by my side...its funny how someone can break your heart and u can still love them with all your heart..i miss you..i miss the times when you're havin me in your arms...i remember the day that u said u love me and that u'll never leave me..everytime u smiled i couldnt believe u were mine...u once said u love me..but wat happened now?then 1 day you ended it...i couldnt stop crying...i cant take it...i dont want to leave u...i thought it will last forever...i cried for days...and i still love you now...a tear falls in a broken heart..everytime i looked in your eyes i knew u were the one..baby i remember the time when it was just me and you..we held each other and u said its just me and u forever and ever no one can tear us apart..if you were to ask how many times u ran thru my mind i'd only say once because u never even left..everytime i went home..i didnt want to go...i miss u as soon as i left..and i still miss you now..i always will..u were my baby boy before and i still want u to be that now..my world was black and white until the day u walked into my door and cam into my heart..you brighten my heart..until the day u went away it's black and white again..look into my eyes..tell me you love me...you're not the first but u are the hardest to let go of..it really hurts seeing u leave..i just want u bak..right here..in my arms..everytime i see you i just wanna run to you and hug you..everytime i see you with her i just wanna cry..do you remember the day we went out together?we had lots of fun laughing away and i thought our love was untouchable..and i know u are the one and only baby boy for me..do you remember the day when u first said you loved me?my heart beat got faster and faster as i loved you more and you made me feel whole...and now as i look back to the times when we were together..it just made me realise how much i love you..i wish that we could have been forever..i miss you babe...i go to sleep thinking of you and wishing that u are with me every second..i cried writting this but u've moved on..do you see it in my eyes?love is like a bar of soap...when you thought u got it,it just slips away from your hand..i'll miss you baby..till the end of time..i'll never forget you and please please...dont forget me...just look deep down in your heart and u'll remember...all the good times we had together..i still look back now...and cry...i still see the look in your eyes..its the same now as i did then...bye babe..i'll love you till the end of time..i will always love you..my heart was broken when you ended it...and it still is now...but i wont die in your arms...i still love you though...i love you..you love her...a broken heart never really heals..but my broken heart will never heal without you..why wont you love me like i love you?love is like a war..easy to start..hard to end..impossible to forget...the worst thing bout loving you is seeing you love someone else...was it so wrong to love you that you have to hurt me so bad..i alwasy believed boys arent worth my tears..but in my heart..i always thought u're worth it...everytime i see you wif her..i hold the tears in..I MISS YOU,I LOVE YOU...BUT I BET YOU DIDNT EVEN MISS ME AT ANY MOMENT..YOU DIDNT EVEN TALK ME AFTER YOU ENDED IT..
if you love someone tell them that broken hearts are often caused by unspoken words..
my head lays on my pillow..the room is dark and damp..if i could only see your face..though i know i cant...i try to close my eyes and sleep..but your face haunts my dreams..i feel like i've been torn apart..i'm broken at the seams..i toss and turn..i'm restless..i know i will not sleep..i know that i still think of you..do you ever think of me?someone,somewhere,dreams of your smile,and while thinking of you..she thinks that life is worthwhile..so..whenever that you're lonely..remember it's true...someone..some where...is thinking of you...i know i cant have you...everything was simple..everything was fine...i knew i couldnt have you..and i knew why...i tried to move on..i tried to date other guys..but then..we'd hang out..and i knew..to myself..i lied..its hard to forget you..its harder each days..when i look into your eyes i feel my body floating away..i miss the days it used to be..you dont feel the change..you dont know i really love you..i'm sure to you..its just a game..as i close my eyes..i pray as i was taught to do...i'll pray that you realise i love you but i cant have you..and i knew why..when i see you my heart skips two beats..and i get a pain in my chest when you're not there..because i cant have you..when i see your face..the sky is bluer..but it turns black when i know you're not around..because i cant have you..i actually love you more than words can say...and my body trmbles each time i hear your sweet voice...because i cant have you..when i hear the wind blow..i pretend its your sign...and i tell myself that sign is because you're longing me..because i cant have you..when i see you my pulse rate double..and my eye began to sweat fro..because i cant have you..when i touch your hand it electrifies me..and the shockwaves tickle my ears..because i cant have you..when i ask how you are..i long to hear your life story..then you can tell me if i came in too along the way..because i cant have you..i always tell myself that the world is spinnin faster...then i would fall at your feet and you will be piccking me up with a smile..because i cant have you...i feel my foot nailed to the floor..and i have to run aroung so mad just to perchance that i might get your attention...because i cant have you..i tell the world you're just another boy...but in reality i know you mean the world to me..because i cant have you..i try to play silly games like pretending to trip just in time for you to catch me..but it hurts when i practise that alone..because i cant have you..each day get so exciting when i look in your eyes and i can reflect on the things we rarely say..BECAUSE I CANT HAVE YOU!..i feel like a little girl with a massive secret..i cant have you which must relieve you to know..and we both have our happy families..but its because i cant have you...i want to hold you,hug you,kiss you..and i really want to be with you..i really do..i love you..but i cant have you!!!...

LIFE
why is life so complicated??i told both of you to leave me and start hating me..but u just wouldnt do it..i want my best frens to be happy and u guys are my bestest friends ever..i wanted you guys to be happy..being my fren will hurt yourself..i'm not a good friend..please leave me..you guys will live happier without me..

Football&netball&depression&miserable&complicated life...

2008-07-10T05:56:00.000-07:00

My complicating,miserable life..depressing..
My life sucks...i cannot take it...i see u fall...u were so worried bout the game but not urself...i noe u really wanna win badly..but u fell and all..it hurts alot seeing u fall and all...pls take care..i noe u dont bother anymore...u had her..."when i see u hurt...i wanna go help u...but as i was walking towards u..she was there right infront of u talking and laughing with u...i feel really bad..my heart is broken...i really cant accept the fact that u both were together..i felt bad when i see both of u together..i felt bad when i hear ppl shouting both of ur names together..i felt bad when i hear things bout both of u together...i dont wanna listen to all those things anymore...i dont wanna see both of u together anymore...i really dont...it makes me wanna tear...i cannot take it anymore...when i need u by myside...u werent there...u were with her..and u wont even care if u ever noe dat i needed u by my side...i noe u wont even care if i die..i never even bother...when i see u staring at her...and smiling at her..it hurts alot..when will u start talking to me again?when will u start smilling to me again?the moment u saw me...looking at u is embarrassing..i always tell myself that as long as u are happy i'm okay with it..but i'm not at all...i feel bad when i see both of u together..it really hurts alot...i really hurts alot...
I want to hate him...but i couldnt ..cause i love him...why must it be liek this?..it hurts alot..it really does...U can really forget everything so fast..will i be able to forget u?

Football...
only noe dat...6 orange masuk semifinals..and the game is tomorrow..really happy dat they manage to get in to the semifinals...i saw some players from 6O falling...they can really tahan the pain though...so yeahlaa..take care guys..i noe u guys can do it...and to 1 of the players there..take care..i noe u wont bother bout wat i say..but i just hope dat u'll live a happy life..

Netball...
Today is also the netball comepetition..my class did very well in it..they practised real hard for it..hope they can do it and win..^^it rained at the last 3 minutes..llol..continue tmr..

Complicating decision
man...which will u choose...being hated by someone..or being with some1 which u feel insecure with...i really need an answer..i dont noe wat to answer...its such a complicating answer..i'm with a girl which i feel insecure with..but i wanna be with a girl which hated me cause of a reason...but she is still kind and caring...i dont think she really hate me though...but i dont wanna choose between both of them...they are both my best fren...i really love them..i dont wanna hurt them...pls give me an answer which doesnt hurt any of them..PLS!!
i'll end now..byebye..
ps...to dat guy which i loved...hope u live a happy life with her..make a rite decision..u are always de best to me...

Doggy found!

2008-07-07T23:18:00.000-07:00

Yay!!my doggy is found!!ytd nite 2.45 a.m muahahhahahahah...Special Thanks TO:USJ5 comittee,jane,leen,frens,family,mandy and my neighbours...^^u guys realy helped out alot!thx!!And to jane and leen good luck for ur game...WELCOME BAK CASH!!Lucky nobody took her away and cook curry dog..^^

My dog is gone!!!pls help find her!!

2008-07-06T08:27:00.000-07:00

OMFG!PPL!!ATTENTION!!Help me look for my dog if u see her...
Name:Cash
Colour:Brown&White
Breed:Shihtzu
contack number:0166222917/0356370594
Pls return it if u see her...i really need her...i'm lifeless without her..i will die...!pls!!!And for my frens pls help look for her...if u can....USJ5 guard says she ran over the road and went around usj 3,4,5,11..it's around these few usjs..so ppl pls help me find her...i really need her...if found pls contact me...pls..she is lost on friday night..i really miss her...me,my family members,my neighbours,usj5comittees...we looked for her for 2 days already...friday nite:form 10 p.m until 3a.m...saturday:6a.m until 2a.m...soo please...ppl...i really need ur help to look for her...pls...help me...pls...i need her to survive...without her i'm lifeless...sooo please...ppl help me search...
PPL PLS...ME AND MY FAMILY MEMBERS WILL CO NTINUE LOOKING FOR HER UNTIL WE FIND HER..WE WONT LET GO ANY CHANCE OF GETTING HER BAK...SOO PPL PLEASE HELP...

problems/prostitude in skool...!

2008-07-03T23:31:00.000-07:00

okayy...lets see...there is dis gal...she created a prob...then she blamed everything on my fren....and now...my fren is involved...wat a stupid act...created problems and dun wanna get in trouble then go blame everything on other ppl...stupid...and she went and pakat wif my fren punyer ex and he was once my best fren...but now i dono if he hates me anot...cause her ex really hate her alot...cause of smthing..long story...and her ex and my other guy frens which is my fren punyer ex punyer best fren...lol....all of them calls my fren jiafb...dun wanna mention wth is dat...and so problem got bigger...and i wonder wat iss gonna happen on monday pulakk...and to my fren's ex...i hope u forgive her for wat she did...she really love u and she need u...though u're going sydney tonight...really missed the time when u both are together...u guys were so sweet and all laaa...like u guys were the sweetest couple to me...^^hope u guys can go bak to the older times...when u guys were trying to cheer me up while i was depressed cause of ur best fren and also times when we went out together...PYRAMID...rmb??there's lots of sweet memories we all of us really had together u noe...soo...i hope things could really be as they were before this...please...please...please...i really want it to be like last time...the sweetest couple by my side...cheering me up...helping me wif things...hanging out together..in our emo spot at skool....camwhore together...soo please....i beg u...if u ever read my blog...

Dont ask about the prostitudes..if u want to maybe in msn or in skul...lol....real mad at those prostitudes...but those prostitudes isnt that gal who caused the problems...it's some other gals...PROSTITUDES ALERT!!!Beware guys!!

today,yesterday,day before yesterday...

2008-06-23T06:16:00.000-07:00

Fun moments being with u...
lets see...we start everything from...the day before ytd...went to kim's house...did the science project...went
to park lalala ...it was kinda fun...posted some videos in youtube with leen and limzheng...and dats all the end..and to a girl which hates me soo much because of another girl...i dont noe wats wrong and u see everything is just meant to come...why would ppl want to hate each other?cant they just be frens?

Esther,Christy,Aiko & Me!!
okay...lets see...now it's yesterday!!!damn fun...went to esther's house...lalala gave aiko to esther..hehe...aiko a.k.a sleepy pig...brought aiko to park run and run and run...lol...went dinner with esther's family and her dad's fren...Chicken time hahaha...esther 5 me 4 lol...

School,friends & some problems...
lets see...went to skool...my bag broke!!!omg!!!and had lots of fun with nadzmi,jane jane,illy a.k.a mrs collin,hafizah...^^ haha...lol...And here comes a problem of me and i mean 3...1st wan is leen,2nd cat,3rd Janee!!here's da thing...Leen & cat....why must u guys hate her so much?i have nth to sae anyway...ermm leen & jane...i really hope we could be like last time again...Da Triplets...Hope u guys would understand and Leen...i didnt even change...i'm always the same old me...

To esther:Hope your parents would let u keep the doggy...^^...take good care of it kay?love u!!
To janeyy:LALALA!!!^^Konnichiwa...haha

THX LEEN

2008-06-18T06:22:00.000-07:00

Thx leen for editing these pictures for me...It's really nice of u...^^And the pictures rocks...It is damn nice!

happie burfday govin

2008-05-23T01:50:00.000-07:00

well yea see,ytd was govin's burfday...but sadly it was on an exam day...so jane made a card and some of us sign it..let me guess...errr...jane,me,azrin,reuben,kim adn some others...i forgotten...hope u'll be happie wif dat card..^^happy burfday govin!

HaPpIe BiRtHdAy LeeN~

2008-05-16T18:08:00.001-07:00

Hello~It's obvious dat todae is LeeN's BIRTHDAY!! So LeeN...Happie BurfdaE!!!You will always be my sista/best fwen foreva...LoVe You!!

Teacher's Day
ytd is teacher's day and also ximin's burfdae...went to skul celebrated teacher's day...but not really fun...ppl who came to skool from other school wasgot more but i only mix with these ppl^^before they come we(me and jane)was sitting infront...the paling front of da girl's line...disturb sriram and phuah...lolz...then after rehat time...go rehat...bla bla bla...looking for cikgu amirun and cikgu dzul...then bla bla bla...rehat habis went bak to dewan...wanted to sit infront but then end up sitting at the bak...then after awhile me,jane,brandon,mahgesh,yong han went loitering around...help puan cheng l.y after awhile leen,ivy came up also...^^then run down and escape from puan usha...then went bak dewan...took our bags then ppl singing song...i dunnoe wat song is dat hehe...then RiinG rIiNG!go bak time me and jane went out looking for the boys...end up saw them outside...then they went bak me and jane go disturb reuben...blablabla go tok there...then i went bak jane was still dere...

Ximin's burfdaE!!
Ytd was also ximin's burfday...soo happy burfday ximin...sadly ximin went to skul...so after her skul onli celebrate but she was wet by her frens...hahahhah like me kena wet by my frens also...lolz....then she came bak...lolz...her bro and aunty sonia went to buy cake for her...she loved the cake!!lolz...

ByEE cikgu Sudin....we'll miss you!
well...lets's see...on 15/5/2008 encik sudin bersara...went to skul...karl cried!!omg...so touching laa....imranplayed da violin and cikgu sudin played da piano...they did a great job...then they showed us the memories of cikgu sidin in out skool...nearly cried but did not...lolz...but sad laa...he is a great teacher..!!...i'll stop here now...so byee

MOTHER'S DAY!~

2008-05-11T07:56:00.000-07:00

Okay....lets see...well todae is mother's dae...nth special...went out makan and all...so....yeah laa...mann i feel liek going to skul in a sudden...i dunnoe why but i juz feel like it....LeeN!~~got smthing important to ask you!!!kay larhss...i stop here...^^ buaixzz...

last msg:leen~rmb to go to skul tmr yea...

New Blogger~!!

2008-05-10T05:20:00.000-07:00

well...err...juz created dis blog...so yeah laa...ermm...oh yeahh...sukan day was last sunday...was kinda bored at first...then Leen came and all we had lots of fun...ppl who is dere was Leen,Jane,Govin,Andy(cause he was forced to^^)yi Sin,Yi sin's bro,LimzhengMahgesh a.k.a manggis,Kevin,Frederick(dun really noe them but be frenly laa make frens...lolz xD)Kabi,Sri Ram xP,Xi wei...got more but i dun rmb who...hehe...after sukan walked home with Mahgesh and Limzheng...lalala

then went fun fair with Leen,Steffi,yi Sin,Mahgesh,Limzheng,Lee...had lots of fun dere...then after dat all of us went to padang...yeah and we saw some ppl name...so yeah la...after dat went 7-11 with Leen,Mahgesh and Limzheng...Thx for belanjaring Mahgesh!^^...went bak then go padang again then mahgesh went home and ya laa...k laa...i'll end now~

BUAIXZZ