Saturday, July 26, 2008 4:39 AM
Truth or Dare...Stupid humans..
Truth or Dare??Today,in school...after the bloody boring ceramah,we played truth or dare in class..muahahhahhaha...ppl who played=jane,fikfik,haqeem,faizal..jane kena and she have to drink fikfik's water lol she spit it out on the table...haha...and some other stuff..then..teacher came in..jane dared me to drink fikfik's water..and i dare..lol...=.=damn fun..
Thursday, July 24, 2008 6:13 AM
Memorable day..
Today..went padang wif Azhar a.k.a lemak..^^Leen,Maria,Sara and limzheng..have alot of fun..and leen..i'll rmb today..24th july 2008...saved in my brain..forever...and memories we had...in my diary..^^..had lots of fun...^^and who the hell is bernice?!!!!well..leen..thx for the memories.^^
chaozz..love everybody who went to padang today except limzheng..muahahahhah limzheng is unwanted..lol..
FIKFIK
EVERYBODY!!ATTENTION PLS!!!
IF YOU THINK THIS IS TRUE WRITE IN MY CBOX YESFIKFIK.IF U THINK IT'S NOT WRITE NOFIKFIK
1)fikfik is caring...
2)fikfik is frenly...
3)fikfik if funny...
4)fikfik is fun...
5)fikfik is cheerful..
6)fikfik rocks...
7)fikfik is a good boi
8)fikfik is gentlement
haha...for your information if you dont noe who is fikfik..he is fikri..to em everything up dere is true about him...^^soo ppl...if you think it's true write yesfikfik if u think it's not true..write nofikfik in my chat box..
byebye..=D
Wednesday, July 23, 2008 5:14 AM
You..I DIDNT CHANGE
You..
I always tell myself to forget you..but can i really do it??i always tell myself to forget all the memories we had..but..can i even forget it??in my mind..the answer will always be yes..because...i really want to forget you...but..in my heart..i still wanna be with you..i wanna rewind the time when we're together...i really do.. but,you're with her....and nearly everyday i go to the park with her..when her phone rings...it'll always be you calling/msging her...it's really hard to accept the fact..but i guess i really have to accept it..cause...i noe that..u really love her...maybe u cant even live without her...soo...since you're happy with it..live a happy life with her...=)
I didnt change...!!!
I didnt change..i'm not her...i'm me..i'm myself..i'm not neo sujane..i'm neo yen sin...i dont wanna be anybody but me..I'M ME!!!...
Friday, July 18, 2008 8:23 AM
Yesterday,Today,Padang
Yesterday!!
yesterday in school was awesome..!!went to school as usual..and starting of the day i laughed until going bak time..interesting ryte..haha...Thx to nadzmi my baju all basah..but i was fun..we played with water..we sprayed each other...hahaha..Atleast he cheered me up from my miseries...THX NADZMI FIKRI a.k.a FIK FIK..haha
TODAY!!
Today was cik cheam's birthday..like yesterday..laughed like shit again..thx to nadzmi also..haha..we had a party in 6orange for cik cheam...then..nadzmi splat his cake on afif's face,myhand and my face...can u imagine?how disgusting..but...it was fun..we high5 infront of everybody and some ppl kena the cream also...i chased him..and he made me fall but i was still laughing when i fell..lol...haha...then i continue chasing him around the school..lol..when go bak time we played water again..me jane and him...today me and jane not so wet..but still i was fun..real fun..THX TO FIK FIK AGAIN!!HEHE..
Padang!!
I went padang today..it was awesome...i went ther wif cashy...saw sara from 6orange..talk talk talk..then maria came.=D..fun part..we talk and talk..ya la..the talk was fun..it's awesome..damn funny..haha..took some pictures wif maria too..pictures will be up when i have it..i'll ask her to send it to me..^^
Monday, July 14, 2008 1:53 AM
Flash back to sweet memories...Thx guys..
Flash back to sweet memories...
In school...
If i'm not wrong i think this is wat nadzmi draw..haha..jane..hell girl...
My class...Year 6..Last year liow...sobx
6ORANGE!!!hmm...the guy beside the teacher,and the 3 guys posing at the bottom...the prefect,librarian and the normal student..all four of them are cute&hot
My house...
Me and jane..We're gonna die together...we'll take every step together..^^
Pyramid...
Me and my bestfrens in pyramid...while ice resurfing we went and camwhore..^^
The gals^^..
In mc D with jon,andy,antonio,cat,and shirleen..^^1st take..
2nd take..lol..
US again!!..^^take 1!
TAKE 2!!!!!
12 march 2008.
Todaaayyy wass super fun!! Go suNway again xD hehehe.. our main place =D hehe.. so.. the peoplee who went wass... Andy, govin, imran, mie and leen. haha.. esther cant come... mom dun let.. sadd.. haha... *Sadder thing* the photoss in my fonee cant uploadd cuz of the damn bluetooth thing not working.. cuz i usually use bluetooth to put da foto in my compp xD hehe.Anyway! we were at the arcade and ice rink forr da wholeee dayy!! Skatttttttttinggg! everyone's leg was like so damn painful.... we skate non-stop.. got la... but awhile oni xP haha.. I fell xD ImRaN too... andy and leen din fall.. kakaka ^^But me and leen had to go back early.. sad la... Ohhh yaa! we kacau kamal oso.. helllu uncle kamal xD okok how bout korkor? =D hahaha.. today got hockey.. match.. din noe dat.. hehe x) he was pulling and pulling the net.. hahaha.. after skating ask him help take the skates oso duwan... LOL ^^We had lots and lots of fun!! haha.. govin went back early.. but when me and leen going to go bak ady.. we playedd gloveee throwin! haha stupid but caring punyer andy and imran keep kacau-ing me and leen.. haha.....thx for giving me such great memories some1 there....i'll never forget you..cause u're special to me...
Ochestra!!
We went to school early just to camwhore..hehe^^..
Us at the basketball net thinggy..^^
STAGE!!TAKE 1..
With Puan cheng...Take 2!!!
TAKE 3..
TAKE 4
TAKE 5.!
IN THE BUS!!
Take 1 in the bus while going to KLCC!!WOOHOO!!
ME AND JANE!!IN DA BUSS...^^
IN KLCC
SECRET RECIPE
after we eat in secret recipe we went to ochestra and enjoy and balik..done..
MPSJ
ALL of us went to mpsj to practise for hari sukan..
ME and JANE..IN MPSJ
THX GUYS..
GUYS,THx for caring bout me..but i'm fine..^^
thx guys..i'm really lucky to have great friends like you guys...You guys were great frens...thanks for cheering me up when i'm down..^^
Saturday, July 12, 2008 2:06 AM
YOU
I'll remember you...
It has been so long,
Since we have talked,
I hope that things are still the same,
Hoping they will never change,
Cause what we had,Cant be replaced,
Dont let our memories fade away,
Keep me in your heart for always..
You made me believe,
That i can do almost everything,
Stood right by me,
Through the tears through everything,
I'll remember you,
And baby that's forever true,
You're the one that i'll always miss,
Never thought it would feel like this,
I promise you,
I wont forget,
The times we shared,the tears we cried,
You'll always be the sun in my sky,
It may be fate,that brings us back to meet again someday,
Eventhough e go seperate ways,
You made me believe,
That i can do almost anything,
You stood right by me,
Through the tears through the tears through everything,
I'll remember you,
And baby that's forever true,
You're the one that i'll always miss,
Never thought it would feel like this,
I'll be there for you,
No matter what you're going through,
In my heart you'll always be,
Forever baby i'll remember you,
If the day should come when you need some one,
You know that i'll follow..i will be there,
Dont ever let there be a doubt in you mind,
Cause i'll remember you,you...,
I'll remember you,
And baby that's forever true,
U're the one that i'll always miss,
Never thought it will feel like this,
I'll be there for you,
No matter what you're going through,
In my heart you'll always be,
Forever baby,
I'll remember you,
Forever baby,
I'll remember you...
You can really forget everything??our sweet memories??the times when we were together??i'll never gorget it..cause i'll always love you...
Will you ever forget me and our memories together?i hope not...cause i'll always remember you,i'll always love you,you'' always be in my heart..nobody can take your place in my heart..cause you're irreplacable..
Friday, July 11, 2008 3:01 AM
Football,Netball,YOU,life
Football...
congratulations to 6orange...they won the semifinals...so glad..^^But i got news u hurt urself again..u fell..it hurts...but the only thing i can do is just hear and listen to wat happened to u..i cant do anything else to help u..i hate myself...but i nnoe u have her..u wont even needed my help...okay..forget about that in this topic..hmm..reu ben fell..my good luck was a good luck to them too^^but it might be them which worked so hard..and they did a great job..they were great players..lucky they won or not ..REUBEN!!lol hahahaha..although 6 green main ganas...gorila...
Netball
Shit laa...my class lost...kesian...6blue peeps...u guys all gorrila ke apa..play so ganas...giler..anyway we got 2nd..^^
You..
I loved u with my heart..I cant get over you...u made my heart feel whole when u're around..i seen the side of u that no one else have ever seen..u were always there by my side...its funny how someone can break your heart and u can still love them with all your heart..i miss you..i miss the times when you're havin me in your arms...i remember the day that u said u love me and that u'll never leave me..everytime u smiled i couldnt believe u were mine...u once said u love me..but wat happened now?then 1 day you ended it...i couldnt stop crying...i cant take it...i dont want to leave u...i thought it will last forever...i cried for days...and i still love you now...a tear falls in a broken heart..everytime i looked in your eyes i knew u were the one..baby i remember the time when it was just me and you..we held each other and u said its just me and u forever and ever no one can tear us apart..if you were to ask how many times u ran thru my mind i'd only say once because u never even left..everytime i went home..i didnt want to go...i miss u as soon as i left..and i still miss you now..i always will..u were my baby boy before and i still want u to be that now..my world was black and white until the day u walked into my door and cam into my heart..you brighten my heart..until the day u went away it's black and white again..look into my eyes..tell me you love me...you're not the first but u are the hardest to let go of..it really hurts seeing u leave..i just want u bak..right here..in my arms..everytime i see you i just wanna run to you and hug you..everytime i see you with her i just wanna cry..do you remember the day we went out together?we had lots of fun laughing away and i thought our love was untouchable..and i know u are the one and only baby boy for me..do you remember the day when u first said you loved me?my heart beat got faster and faster as i loved you more and you made me feel whole...and now as i look back to the times when we were together..it just made me realise how much i love you..i wish that we could have been forever..i miss you babe...i go to sleep thinking of you and wishing that u are with me every second..i cried writting this but u've moved on..do you see it in my eyes?love is like a bar of soap...when you thought u got it,it just slips away from your hand..i'll miss you baby..till the end of time..i'll never forget you and please please...dont forget me...just look deep down in your heart and u'll remember...all the good times we had together..i still look back now...and cry...i still see the look in your eyes..its the same now as i did then...bye babe..i'll love you till the end of time..i will always love you..my heart was broken when you ended it...and it still is now...but i wont die in your arms...i still love you though...i love you..you love her...a broken heart never really heals..but my broken heart will never heal without you..why wont you love me like i love you?love is like a war..easy to start..hard to end..impossible to forget...the worst thing bout loving you is seeing you love someone else...was it so wrong to love you that you have to hurt me so bad..i alwasy believed boys arent worth my tears..but in my heart..i always thought u're worth it...everytime i see you wif her..i hold the tears in..I MISS YOU,I LOVE YOU...BUT I BET YOU DIDNT EVEN MISS ME AT ANY MOMENT..YOU DIDNT EVEN TALK ME AFTER YOU ENDED IT..
if you love someone tell them that broken hearts are often caused by unspoken words..
my head lays on my pillow..the room is dark and damp..if i could only see your face..though i know i cant...i try to close my eyes and sleep..but your face haunts my dreams..i feel like i've been torn apart..i'm broken at the seams..i toss and turn..i'm restless..i know i will not sleep..i know that i still think of you..do you ever think of me?someone,somewhere,dreams of your smile,and while thinking of you..she thinks that life is worthwhile..so..whenever that you're lonely..remember it's true...someone..some where...is thinking of you...i know i cant have you...everything was simple..everything was fine...i knew i couldnt have you..and i knew why...i tried to move on..i tried to date other guys..but then..we'd hang out..and i knew..to myself..i lied..its hard to forget you..its harder each days..when i look into your eyes i feel my body floating away..i miss the days it used to be..you dont feel the change..you dont know i really love you..i'm sure to you..its just a game..as i close my eyes..i pray as i was taught to do...i'll pray that you realise i love you but i cant have you..and i knew why..when i see you my heart skips two beats..and i get a pain in my chest when you're not there..because i cant have you..when i see your face..the sky is bluer..but it turns black when i know you're not around..because i cant have you..i actually love you more than words can say...and my body trmbles each time i hear your sweet voice...because i cant have you..when i hear the wind blow..i pretend its your sign...and i tell myself that sign is because you're longing me..because i cant have you..when i see you my pulse rate double..and my eye began to sweat fro..because i cant have you..when i touch your hand it electrifies me..and the shockwaves tickle my ears..because i cant have you..when i ask how you are..i long to hear your life story..then you can tell me if i came in too along the way..because i cant have you..i always tell myself that the world is spinnin faster...then i would fall at your feet and you will be piccking me up with a smile..because i cant have you...i feel my foot nailed to the floor..and i have to run aroung so mad just to perchance that i might get your attention...because i cant have you..i tell the world you're just another boy...but in reality i know you mean the world to me..because i cant have you..i try to play silly games like pretending to trip just in time for you to catch me..but it hurts when i practise that alone..because i cant have you..each day get so exciting when i look in your eyes and i can reflect on the things we rarely say..BECAUSE I CANT HAVE YOU!..i feel like a little girl with a massive secret..i cant have you which must relieve you to know..and we both have our happy families..but its because i cant have you...i want to hold you,hug you,kiss you..and i really want to be with you..i really do..i love you..but i cant have you!!!...
LIFE
why is life so complicated??i told both of you to leave me and start hating me..but u just wouldnt do it..i want my best frens to be happy and u guys are my bestest friends ever..i wanted you guys to be happy..being my fren will hurt yourself..i'm not a good friend..please leave me..you guys will live happier without me..
Thursday, July 10, 2008 5:56 AM
Football&netball&depression&miserable&complicated life...
My complicating,miserable life..depressing..
My life sucks...i cannot take it...i see u fall...u were so worried bout the game but not urself...i noe u really wanna win badly..but u fell and all..it hurts alot seeing u fall and all...pls take care..i noe u dont bother anymore...u had her..."when i see u hurt...i wanna go help u...but as i was walking towards u..she was there right infront of u talking and laughing with u...i feel really bad..my heart is broken...i really cant accept the fact that u both were together..i felt bad when i see both of u together..i felt bad when i hear ppl shouting both of ur names together..i felt bad when i hear things bout both of u together...i dont wanna listen to all those things anymore...i dont wanna see both of u together anymore...i really dont...it makes me wanna tear...i cannot take it anymore...when i need u by myside...u werent there...u were with her..and u wont even care if u ever noe dat i needed u by my side...i noe u wont even care if i die..i never even bother...when i see u staring at her...and smiling at her..it hurts alot..when will u start talking to me again?when will u start smilling to me again?the moment u saw me...looking at u is embarrassing..i always tell myself that as long as u are happy i'm okay with it..but i'm not at all...i feel bad when i see both of u together..it really hurts alot...i really hurts alot...
I want to hate him...but i couldnt ..cause i love him...why must it be liek this?..it hurts alot..it really does...U can really forget everything so fast..will i be able to forget u?
Football...
only noe dat...6 orange masuk semifinals..and the game is tomorrow..really happy dat they manage to get in to the semifinals...i saw some players from 6O falling...they can really tahan the pain though...so yeahlaa..take care guys..i noe u guys can do it...and to 1 of the players there..take care..i noe u wont bother bout wat i say..but i just hope dat u'll live a happy life..
Netball...
Today is also the netball comepetition..my class did very well in it..they practised real hard for it..hope they can do it and win..^^it rained at the last 3 minutes..llol..continue tmr..
Complicating decision
man...which will u choose...being hated by someone..or being with some1 which u feel insecure with...i really need an answer..i dont noe wat to answer...its such a complicating answer..i'm with a girl which i feel insecure with..but i wanna be with a girl which hated me cause of a reason...but she is still kind and caring...i dont think she really hate me though...but i dont wanna choose between both of them...they are both my best fren...i really love them..i dont wanna hurt them...pls give me an answer which doesnt hurt any of them..PLS!!
i'll end now..byebye..
ps...to dat guy which i loved...hope u live a happy life with her..make a rite decision..u are always de best to me...
Monday, July 7, 2008 11:18 PM
Doggy found!
Yay!!my doggy is found!!ytd nite 2.45 a.m muahahhahahahah...Special Thanks TO:USJ5 comittee,jane,leen,frens,family,mandy and my neighbours...^^u guys realy helped out alot!thx!!And to jane and leen good luck for ur game...WELCOME BAK CASH!!Lucky nobody took her away and cook curry dog..^^
Sunday, July 6, 2008 8:27 AM
My dog is gone!!!pls help find her!!
OMFG!PPL!!ATTENTION!!Help me look for my dog if u see her...
Name:Cash
Colour:Brown&White
Breed:Shihtzu
contack number:0166222917/0356370594
Pls return it if u see her...i really need her...i'm lifeless without her..i will die...!pls!!!And for my frens pls help look for her...if u can....USJ5 guard says she ran over the road and went around usj 3,4,5,11..it's around these few usjs..so ppl pls help me find her...i really need her...if found pls contact me...pls..she is lost on friday night..i really miss her...me,my family members,my neighbours,usj5comittees...we looked for her for 2 days already...friday nite:form 10 p.m until 3a.m...saturday:6a.m until 2a.m...soo please...ppl...i really need ur help to look for her...pls...help me...pls...i need her to survive...without her i'm lifeless...sooo please...ppl help me search...
PPL PLS...ME AND MY FAMILY MEMBERS WILL CO NTINUE LOOKING FOR HER UNTIL WE FIND HER..WE WONT LET GO ANY CHANCE OF GETTING HER BAK...SOO PPL PLEASE HELP...
Thursday, July 3, 2008 11:31 PM
problems/prostitude in skool...!
okayy...lets see...there is dis gal...she created a prob...then she blamed everything on my fren....and now...my fren is involved...wat a stupid act...created problems and dun wanna get in trouble then go blame everything on other ppl...stupid...and she went and pakat wif my fren punyer ex and he was once my best fren...but now i dono if he hates me anot...cause her ex really hate her alot...cause of smthing..long story...and her ex and my other guy frens which is my fren punyer ex punyer best fren...lol....all of them calls my fren jiafb...dun wanna mention wth is dat...and so problem got bigger...and i wonder wat iss gonna happen on monday pulakk...and to my fren's ex...i hope u forgive her for wat she did...she really love u and she need u...though u're going sydney tonight...really missed the time when u both are together...u guys were so sweet and all laaa...like u guys were the sweetest couple to me...^^hope u guys can go bak to the older times...when u guys were trying to cheer me up while i was depressed cause of ur best fren and also times when we went out together...PYRAMID...rmb??there's lots of sweet memories we all of us really had together u noe...soo...i hope things could really be as they were before this...please...please...please...i really want it to be like last time...the sweetest couple by my side...cheering me up...helping me wif things...hanging out together..in our emo spot at skool....camwhore together...soo please....i beg u...if u ever read my blog...
Dont ask about the prostitudes..if u want to maybe in msn or in skul...lol....real mad at those prostitudes...but those prostitudes isnt that gal who caused the problems...it's some other gals...PROSTITUDES ALERT!!!Beware guys!!
