Sunday, December 21, 2008 8:00 PM
Memories with u!
Today..i woke up..Thanks to Steffi..-.-..btw..i woke up..suddenly wanting to look through my pictures in my phone and found all the pictures we took in school and also outings together.You g uys gave me loads of great memories..its more than enough..I'm really glad i had friends like u guys..haha..talking but this it reminds me of something..i remember me and some1 are fighting over each other for jane.hahha...that's lame yea i know..lol..hehe..and suddenly he poped out in my mind..the person who cheered me up when i'm down..but now he wont be cheering me up when i'm down anymore..because he left me..he said goodbye..there's something i wanna tell him is that..i can honestly say that u're on my mind every morning since i wake up till i fall asleep where u'll be in my dream..and i will wake up every morning feeling the worst cause i knw that u wont be there anymore..u wont even be texting me..it's cause u left..u changed ur number..yes..i knw that..every morning i will just look at your photograph..all the time these memories come back to life..i remember when i kissed your chubby cheeks..i can still feel it on my lips..i remember those things we did together..those memories we had together..i rmb when u holdmy hands..i rmb when u hugged me..i rmb till i cry..and i wish i'd forget one thing..a memory i wanna forget is u saying goodbye..
Saturday, December 13, 2008 9:23 PM
Happy Birthday Mummy..<3
A mother can be any size ...or age,
But won't admit to being over thirty.
A mother has soft hands and smells good.
And doesn't like the kids being dirty
Nor having her children sick,
Nor bad report cards nor muddy feet
, Nor temper tantrums, nor loud noise
Nor kids that aren't neat.
A mother likes new dresses and a clean house
Especially the loo,
She likes her children's kisses, an automatic washer
Oh, and Dad, I suppose, too
A mother can bake good cakes and desserts
But spends a lot in the vegetable aisle
A mother can kiss sad little faces
And make them smile.
A mother is underpaid,
Does long hours and gets very little rest.
She worries too much about her children
And wants, for them, the best
She is the guardian angel of the family
The queen bee,
The tender caring hand .
And is loved, very much..
... by me
Happy Birthday, Mum
Thursday, December 11, 2008 3:31 AM
10/12/2008
Woke up arnd 12..Thanks to Ms Ximin..Shouting and Screaming..
Ximin:KAK!!!MANA BAJU SAYA?!!
Yensin:SHUT UP LA!!I TRYING TO SLEEP HERE!!
Ximin:WAKE UP!!DNT SLEEP!!WANT TO GO SUNWAY ANOT?!!!
Yensin:SUNWAY??!!!SURE!!=D
Ximin:Fasterla!!Go BATH!!
Yensin:U bath 1st la..After u bath wake me up(I know i'm lazy...)
Ximin:I finding my shirt..u dowan to call ur fren??
Yensin:Oh ya!!who to call who to call?!!ESTHER!!SHIT!PHONE NO CREDIT
Ximin:Use house phone la.
Yensin:Mama using...
Ximin:Ask her borrow awhile la..
Yensin:Smart..
Ximin:I'm always smart.
Yensin:*nt bothering her..*MA!!!Borrow phone!!
Grandma:Aiyo..i using half way la..
Yensin:Please!!
Grandma:...nah...use la..
Yensin:Yay!!
*while waiting for esther to pick up*
Yensin:Why so long wan...
Esther:Hello??
Yensin:Yes!Esther wanna go sunway?
Esther:With who?
Yensin:Andy they all la..u call them..Jane also!
Esther:Why me??
Yensin:Cause i need to bath
Esther:Okay okay..
*after 10 minutes while looking for my black hoodie esther called me*
Yensin:Wat?
Esther:I cannot get them!
Yensin:Call house phone..
Esther:I dnt have andy's house phone
Yensin:03563*****
Esther:Okay.How u going?Can send me?
Yensin:Can u come my house 1st?Then i can send u.
Esther:Okay
Then go sunway..Bla bla bla..Sampai de.
Yensin:What u wanna do?
Esther:Dono
Yensin:Lets go watch movie
Esther:Okay
Yensin & Esther:SO MANY PPL!
*Jane Calls*
Esther:JANE!CAN COME SUNWAY?
Jane:why didnt tell me earlier??My parents went out de.
Esther:Last minute..
Jane:Imran skating
Esther:Sleeping??
Jane:SKATING
Esther:Oh okay..Me and Yensin go find him nw.
*put down the phone*
Esther:Imran skating
Yensin:Lets go find him
Esther:Ya
*Reach outside the rink*
Esther:Where is he?
Yensin:There!!
Esther:Where??
Yensin:THERE!
Esther:Oh ya!
*Waiting for him to spot for us*
Yensin:OMG!HE CANT SEE US!
Esther:DATS WHY!
Yensin:Haih..Leans on the window thingy..
*Suddenly Imran came and knock the window thinggy*
Yensin:Ouch!
Imran:*LAUGHS*
Yensin:LOL!
Esther:HAHa
Imran:Come in la
Yensin:Esther dowan
Esther:I DOWAN!!
Yensin:Why?
Imran:*left went skate arnd*
Yensin:Go in la
Esther:Dowan.
Yensin:Fine..we see if imran coming out soon then we dnt go..
Esther:Okay
Imran:*Coming bak to us*
Yensin:Wat time u leavin?
Imran;3
Yensin & Esther:*Starts wondering whether is it 3 oclock or 3 more hours*
Yensin:Go in only la..
Esther:Dowan!
*I start insulting esther.xD sry esther!*
Yensin:SEE!!this small girl dono how to skate also went in u dnt dare to go in
Esther:I dowan!
Yensin:Fine!
Imran:I leaving now.
Esther:Kay no nid to go in de
Yensin:U sould say thank you to imran
Esther:Yes
Yensin:Hahaha
Esther:Lol
Yensin & Esther:*waiting for imran*
Imran:*changing shoe after he's done he came*
Yensin:Hahahah
Esther:??
Yensin:Say thank you to imran
Esther:Oh ya!Thank you imran!
Imran:For wat?
Yensin:*Explains everything*Made everybody laugh*
Imran:Lol*starts walking
Yensin & Esther:IMRAN!!!
Imran:WAT??
Yensin & Esther:Come la*while laughing*
Imran:Ohh..AHaah
Yensin:Where u going later?
Imran:Arcade with my brother and my cousins..Where are they??
Yensin:Lol..
Esther:Haha..
Yensin:U take 1 hour to spot for us.
Imran:Yea..*Laughs*
Yensin & Esther:AHahha..Kayla..u go la..We go watch movie..
Imran:Okay..
*at the cinema*
Yensin:What show to watch?
Esther:Dono
Yensin:Lets watch igor.
Esther:Okay
*lines up to get ticket and got it*
Yensin:The show is 530
Esther:Wat to do now?its only 3.30...
Yensin:Lets go eat
Esther:Okay
*went baskin robins*
Yensin:I want Rum raisins!
Esther:I want(i forgot wat)
*Starts eating after that help ximin find thing..Wasted 1 hour went arcade to help ximin find thing after that went bowling alley to makan after that continue finding after that went to watch igoR!*
Yensin:We're the 1st person in here
Esther:Yea
Yensin:*accidentally poured the popcorns!*SHIT!!*laughs*
Esther:*Starts laughing*
Yensin:Lol
Esther:Clean it.
Yensin:Cleaning.*Sweeps everything down.
*movie starting soon..ppl starts coming in..
Yensin:OMG!Nobody here!
Esther:Yea!*Starts laughing*
Yensin:*starts laughing*
*after movie we met up with imran ask him go skating then i sent esther back and went skating with imran.*
Imran:waiting for me near the ticketing counter..
Yensin:OMG!!Why are u waiting there??
Imran:Dono.*Laughs*
Yensin:*Laughs*
*Go get skates*
Imran:U first..
Yensin:I need to take off my shoes.
*Imran got his skates then i was waiting for mine..*
Imran:There!!Got 28/38..*I forgot the size..Either1*
Yensin:Where?
*the ppl gave me the skates*
Yensin:Nvm*laughs*
Imran:*Laughs*Faster la.
Yensin:Okay..Wait la..*Laughs*Winnie the pooh!
Imran:*Laughs*
Yensin:Okay lets go
*Went to the rink skate skate skate suddenly*
Imran:Faster la..
Yensin:I dnt wanna fall
Imran:HAhA
Yensin:xD.Lol*Starts laughing*
*Imran's brother and cousins came in and starts saying thank you*
Yensin:Welcome welcome welcome.
Imran:*Starts laughing while waiting*
Yensin*Went towards imran and started laughing*
*After awhile saw farah..*
Farah:*Asked me a question
Tells me that she knws imran's bro ..
Yensin:*Answers the question*..I see..Kay chao..
Farah:Okay
*continue skating and here comes imran*
Imran:Skate la..
Yensin:Skating la..
*i went to the entrance..*
Imran:Where u going??
Yensin:Toilet..
Imran:Oh..
*wanted to continue skating at the entrance using my gloves and here comes mr kind=imran wanted to help me in xD*Thanks imran*But i went in my self..xD
Yensin & Imran:*talking while skating saw the small kids*
Yensin:DAMN CUTE!!
Imran:*starts laughing*
Yensin & Imran:*saw a black dude*
Yensin:That's G---n's brother*starts laughing*
Imran:*starts laughing*
*Talk while skating and bla bla bla have to go out the rink cause got hockey then went and take off the skates*
*Jane calls then we talk bla bla bla*
Jane:Where's imran?
Yensin:Beside me
Jane:Pass the phone to him pls
Yensin:Okay
*Pass the phone to imran while he was talking on the phone we look through soe pictures and saw 1 of jane's funny picture*
*finish talking to jane*
Change skates and returned it.
Yensin:U all wanna go out?
Imran:Yea
Yensin:Kamal they wanna go out.
Kamal:There that way
Imran,his bro,his cousin:Okay thanks.
*walks with them to send them out*
Imran:Where u going?
Yensin:Wait for my cousin here or maybe go walk around..
Imran:Oh okay..Thanks yea..Byee..
Yensin:Okay..Welcome..Byeee!
and there goes a perfect memorable day..
The end..Sry no pics..didnt take any pics at all..=DThanks imran for a fun day..hahha..
P.S.I cut some of the parts..if not too long....=D
Sunday, December 7, 2008 4:17 AM
Jack&Cash
Jack...U've been such a nice doggy..U're perfect in many ways..I love u loads..But still...I wanna apologize to u!Sorry for being hot tampered today..if you could even read my blog..i'm sorry..I just cant take it when ever ppl keep saying that u're way better than cash..Does it mean that she's missing and i got a new dog and they can fully replace her with u??I dnt think so..Its cruel...eventhough cash isnt with us now..she might be at somewhere else..We failed to find her..that does not mean that she'll be gone forever..even if she will she will still be by our side..We still have those memories..Those times that we spent with her..You guys can just forget everything she did for u guys..and all u remember is those wrong things she did..she's a dog..she's not god..even humans make mistakes..what else?she's an animal!no offence,even ppl say that shihtzu's arent that smart..u should be glad for even having her..atleast she listens to what u said..atleast she tried to learn everything u teach her..chow chows are way smarteer than a shihtzu..why must u guys keep comparing between jack and cash??they are both perfect in unusual ways..how can u guys just replace her with jack??what is she to u before?those funs u had with her.those things she did for u..u wont give her compliments for those things..but just complaints for the wrong things she did..it's not fair for her!why must u guys pilih kasih jack??just because he's smarter??well of course chow chows are smarter than shihtzus..chowchows can guard houses..but shihtzus are only for us to play..shihtzus are just our playmate..or mayb a sister or some1 to keep all your secrets..yes she does..she keeps all my secrets..i tell her everything...but jack..nope..i dont tell him anything..i didnt even tell him a single thing..i love him..but i love cash as well..as well 1 thing my love to cash is more than jack..we've been through alot of things..we had loads of fun..she gave me loads of good memories..she's as though like a sister to me..jack.soon maybe..but the 1 thing i knw is that cash will never be replaced..I love her..
Saturday, December 6, 2008 9:33 PM
Boring Holidays..
Holiday sucks!!I miss school!!Yesterday was the best day among any other days=.=saw andy in sunway..haha..wakes up in between 12p.m.- 5p.m.Is there smething i can do to sleep the whole day till night then watch tv till morning then sleep again??If there is pls tell me..i'm drool bored..there goes today woke up so early..next going to sleep again..xD..sleeping rocks!!kills time..okay..bye..i wanna go sleep...nite,morning,afternooon everybody..<3
Tuesday, December 2, 2008 7:58 PM
JANE!!
Sry for the cacatness of the picture...got problem abit.but yea...here i wanna talk about this girl chua su jane!!She's sweet,kind,hot,pretty,and alot more la...too many to list out..i wanna say thanks to her..she's been such a sweet friend to me..but at times i'm just so..like i have some mental problem and like blaming things or scolding her..and jane if you're reading this i'm sorry for eing like that..i even kept a secret from her lately which i promise i that i will tell her..but i didnt...and for that she got real sad..sry babe..some ppl might think she is a lil bit meanbut to me she is not she is perfect the way she is...she is meant to be like this..so dont try to change her..i love her the way she is..she is perfect in her own unusual way..to tel you the truth she is very berry strawberry blueberry or watever berry friendly..she make friends!that's how i know her.hahah lame i knw..but sadly she'll be leaving me and going to SMK12!!damn la..that school..=.=but still jane thanks for giving me those good memories..thanks for being my sister,thanks for being my best fren,thanks for being there for me when i needed you,thanks for not leaving me even i'm that hot headed at times,thanks for forgiving me when i do those stupid wrong things,thanks for this memorable year,thanks for everything u gave me,thanks!!!thanks for giving me those times to learn japanese with u.hahah..xDAishiteru jane.Arigato gozamasu.I LOVE U!<3..have>
Lost in my own feelings..
I keep telling myself then i'm over u..i told everybody i'm over you..but am i really over you??the answer is no...i just realised that i'm not...all these while i never let you down..i just realised that..after i found out that u have some1 else..after some1 told me that u have some 1 else..on that second i realised that u're no longer mine..you use to cheer me up when i'm depressed..you use to cheer me up when i just break up...but now..there's no another you to cheer me up.there's no another you to be there for me when i needed a shoulder to cry on.there's no more another you to tell me your jokes to cheer me up...there's no more another you who give me comfortable hugs..there's no more another you to help me out with my works...you were there for me all these while...but now..you arent there to cheer me up from my depression cause of my problems anymore..now it's your turn to make me lost..i'm confused..i'm lost in my own feelings...i didnt accept the fact that we're no longer together..i didnt accept the fact that u're no longer mine..i didnt accept the fact that u're gone from my life..i didnt accept it all these while because i cant accept it..all i have to do is learn to..but i cant...it's just too hard for me...i would just pretend that you're still there for me..but now it will never work anymore..when i wanna pretend that u're still there for me..the fact that you are with some 1 else and the fact that you are not with me anymore..is there to stop me..i will just have to ask myself..you use to wipe my tears..but now..you're making me tear..I dont wanna be this weak anymore..i'm tired of all this things going on..i'm tired of missing you..i'm tired of being tired..i'm tired of waiting for u..i knw you wont even come back to me..sometimes..when i look in the pond..the water is calm and still..my reflection is there..i see you holding me..but then you suddenly dissapear..and i knw all that is left of you is a memory that only exist in my dream..evry night i will just dream bout us together..and the next morning it just hurt so much to know that i'm not actually with you..to knw that you're no longer mine..to knw that u're gone.to knw that u're no longer by my side..to know that you left me..i know i'm such a loser for writting this..my previous post is about the 1 u love being happy and you'll be happy..yes is he's happy i will..but..still i really want him by my side..i love him..he has some1 else for him..i'm just not the right person for him..to all readers i'm sorry for being emo..sorry..i'm just letting out my feelings..cause i dont think there's lots of ppl who is reading my blog.so yea...sry ppm..
