Friday, July 11, 2008 3:01 AM
Football,Netball,YOU,life
Football...congratulations to 6orange...they won the semifinals...so glad..^^But i got news u hurt urself again..u fell..it hurts...but the only thing i can do is just hear and listen to wat happened to u..i cant do anything else to help u..i hate myself...but i nnoe u have her..u wont even needed my help...okay..forget about that in this topic..hmm..reu ben fell..my good luck was a good luck to them too^^but it might be them which worked so hard..and they did a great job..they were great players..lucky they won or not ..REUBEN!!lol hahahaha..although 6 green main ganas...gorila...NetballShit laa...my class lost...kesian...6blue peeps...u guys all gorrila ke apa..play so ganas...giler..anyway we got 2nd..^^You..I loved u with my heart..I cant get over you...u made my heart feel whole when u're around..i seen the side of u that no one else have ever seen..u were always there by my side...its funny how someone can break your heart and u can still love them with all your heart..i miss you..i miss the times when you're havin me in your arms...i remember the day that u said u love me and that u'll never leave me..everytime u smiled i couldnt believe u were mine...u once said u love me..but wat happened now?then 1 day you ended it...i couldnt stop crying...i cant take it...i dont want to leave u...i thought it will last forever...i cried for days...and i still love you now...a tear falls in a broken heart..everytime i looked in your eyes i knew u were the one..baby i remember the time when it was just me and you..we held each other and u said its just me and u forever and ever no one can tear us apart..if you were to ask how many times u ran thru my mind i'd only say once because u never even left..everytime i went home..i didnt want to go...i miss u as soon as i left..and i still miss you now..i always will..u were my baby boy before and i still want u to be that now..my world was black and white until the day u walked into my door and cam into my heart..you brighten my heart..until the day u went away it's black and white again..look into my eyes..tell me you love me...you're not the first but u are the hardest to let go of..it really hurts seeing u leave..i just want u bak..right here..in my arms..everytime i see you i just wanna run to you and hug you..everytime i see you with her i just wanna cry..do you remember the day we went out together?we had lots of fun laughing away and i thought our love was untouchable..and i know u are the one and only baby boy for me..do you remember the day when u first said you loved me?my heart beat got faster and faster as i loved you more and you made me feel whole...and now as i look back to the times when we were together..it just made me realise how much i love you..i wish that we could have been forever..i miss you babe...i go to sleep thinking of you and wishing that u are with me every second..i cried writting this but u've moved on..do you see it in my eyes?love is like a bar of soap...when you thought u got it,it just slips away from your hand..i'll miss you baby..till the end of time..i'll never forget you and please please...dont forget me...just look deep down in your heart and u'll remember...all the good times we had together..i still look back now...and cry...i still see the look in your eyes..its the same now as i did then...bye babe..i'll love you till the end of time..i will always love you..my heart was broken when you ended it...and it still is now...but i wont die in your arms...i still love you though...i love you..you love her...a broken heart never really heals..but my broken heart will never heal without you..why wont you love me like i love you?love is like a war..easy to start..hard to end..impossible to forget...the worst thing bout loving you is seeing you love someone else...was it so wrong to love you that you have to hurt me so bad..i alwasy believed boys arent worth my tears..but in my heart..i always thought u're worth it...everytime i see you wif her..i hold the tears in..I MISS YOU,I LOVE YOU...BUT I BET YOU DIDNT EVEN MISS ME AT ANY MOMENT..YOU DIDNT EVEN TALK ME AFTER YOU ENDED IT..if you love someone tell them that broken hearts are often caused by unspoken words..
my head lays on my pillow..the room is dark and damp..if i could only see your face..though i know i cant...i try to close my eyes and sleep..but your face haunts my dreams..i feel like i've been torn apart..i'm broken at the seams..i toss and turn..i'm restless..i know i will not sleep..i know that i still think of you..do you ever think of me?someone,somewhere,dreams of your smile,and while thinking of you..she thinks that life is worthwhile..so..whenever that you're lonely..remember it's true...someone..some where...is thinking of you...i know i cant have you...everything was simple..everything was fine...i knew i couldnt have you..and i knew why...i tried to move on..i tried to date other guys..but then..we'd hang out..and i knew..to myself..i lied..its hard to forget you..its harder each days..when i look into your eyes i feel my body floating away..i miss the days it used to be..you dont feel the change..you dont know i really love you..i'm sure to you..its just a game..as i close my eyes..i pray as i was taught to do...i'll pray that you realise i love you but i cant have you..and i knew why..when i see you my heart skips two beats..and i get a pain in my chest when you're not there..because i cant have you..when i see your face..the sky is bluer..but it turns black when i know you're not around..because i cant have you..i actually love you more than words can say...and my body trmbles each time i hear your sweet voice...because i cant have you..when i hear the wind blow..i pretend its your sign...and i tell myself that sign is because you're longing me..because i cant have you..when i see you my pulse rate double..and my eye began to sweat fro..because i cant have you..when i
touch your hand it electrifies me..and the shockwaves tickle my ears..because i cant have you..when i ask how you are..i long to hear your life story..then you can tell me if i came in too along the way..because i cant have you..i always tell myself that the world is spinnin faster...then i would fall at your feet and you will be piccking me up with a smile..because i cant have you...i feel my foot nailed to the floor..and i have to run aroung so mad just to perchance that i might get your attention...because i cant have you..i tell the world you're just another boy...but in reality i know you mean the world to me..because i cant have you..i try to play silly games like pretending to trip just in time for you to catch me..but it hurts when i practise that alone..because i cant have you..each day get so exciting when i look in your eyes and i can reflect on the things we rarely say..BECAUSE I CANT HAVE YOU!..i feel like a little girl with a massive secret..i cant have you which must relieve you to know..and we both have our happy families..but its because i cant have you...i want to hold you,hug you,kiss you..and i really want to be with you..i really do..i love you..but i cant have you!!!...
LIFE
why is life so complicated??i told both of you to leave me and start hating me..but u just wouldnt do it..i want my best frens to be happy and u guys are my bestest friends ever..i wanted you guys to be happy..being my fren will hurt yourself..i'm not a good friend..please leave me..you guys will live happier without me..
