Wednesday, February 25, 2009 6:10 PM
Sorry
I'm sorry.I wasted your time..I upset u..Sorry.!
I am sorry that I made you cry,
It hurts me so bad that I want to die.
In you I have found a love that is true,
And my heart is filled with love for you.
I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,
But without you, my life will not be the same.
As I sit here writing this to you,
I am crying, thinking how much I was a fool.
I am sorry that we got into a fight,
I just wish that I could have made it up to you on that night,
I wish we didn't have this fight,
I just wish that we will never fight,
I thought that you should know.
I am sorry for whatever i do,
I want to take the time and apologize to you.
You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life full of happiness
Everytime you come around me my heart skips a beat.
I leave my phone on and I lye by it every night,
Just in case you call me if you feel something is not right.
Every night I think of you as I lye in the dark,
And I close my eyes and I see you holding on to me with your head against my heart.
Before I go and put this poem to an end,
I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again.
Boy i'm sorry..if u're reading..i hope u knw who u are
Hate it when things changed into a worst condition
Well..Tdy..went skl as usual in the morning...bla bla bla..then in the evening after recess gila time..laugh non stop..
I LOVE U JINYI!!mua laughing partner..XD
other than dat all sianness
Monday, February 23, 2009 4:49 AM
THANK YOU
Thank you those ppl who cheered me up...and also those who is there for me..I finally laughed!!
1)Justin
2)LeeN
3)Yisin
4)Xiwei
5)Mummy Ivy
6)Sophie
7)Darren Cheah
8)Ryan
9)Kevin Lee
10)Miling jiee!!
11)Dilian jiee!!
12)Bee korr..
13)Mandyy..
14)kamall
15)Mama loo yee
16)Kabi
17)andreww
18)chriss
19)andyy
20)davidd
21)sanjeev
22)Tiffany
23)jennifer
24)Chuu
25)jasonn
26)cheryll
27)jasmine
Thank you all<33333
Friday, February 20, 2009 8:14 PM
U won.
U won..
I can tell u that..
If you're trying to make me jealous..u did it
If you're trying to make me sad.U did it
If you're trying to make me heart broken again..I'm sorry..my heart is not even fixed from the beginning when u broke it.
And i hate u..But still i love u..
And i dont wanna live without u..but i have to
I dont want a broken heart..but cause of u..i have this heart broken.
I dont wanna play that part.That girl who is having a broken heart.
But although u break my heart..You're the 1 i love and i want..
I keep trying to forget u..But i cant.
I hated u..but it hurts more when i knw that u're the 1 that i love and cant let go..And to know that i;ll still be there for u no matter what in the end.
I wanna know.
I really wanna know why
Why must u tell me u love her.
Why must u tell me u want her.
Why must u tell me he loves u.
Why must u guys tell me that.
Why cant u keep it to yourself.
You guys won..u won everyting..i give up!!!
Thursday, February 19, 2009 4:26 AM
18/2/2009
I waited.but u didnt come back...i thought miracle would happen.but it didnt..I miss u..i rmb those memories..
well..i telked to esther about u..and everything about u came back to my mind..tears came rolling down..mood keep going down..everything about u..i promise i will keep it in my mind..every single memories with u will be saved in my head..and u will be kept in my heart..
i rmb u like to bite my hand if u can whenn u're angry..and u will bite my hair when u're angry at me..u like to act stupid to cheer me up..u like to sleep with your doll.u enjoy sleeping near the door.u like to go for walks..u like to go for grooming with us arnd u..u like to be go on the car.u like to sleep in aircond rooms..u pee near the store room....i cant go on..WHERE ARE U!?!!??!?!
I miss u..when will u come back to me???how long must i wait??when will i get to see u again??I dont wanna remember anything anymore..I want u to show it to me everyday...
I'm sorry baby!!please come back to me!!I promise i will change for u..i promise.
I'm sorry..I'm sorry for waking u up everytime when u're sleeping..i'm sorry for disturbing u..i'm sorry for scolding u when u did those wrong stuff when u're still young and i'm suppose to tell u but not scold u..I'm sorry for ignoring u..I'm sorry for all i did to u..I'm sorry for not spending more time with u..
I'm sorry..baby..PLS!I promise i will change for u..
PLEASE..You're birthday is gone..And i cant celebrate it with u..i missed a birthday with u..and i dont wanna missed it anymore..I wanna celebrate it with u..again...
those pictures up there..it's a few out of those pictures i took of u..
Times we had together..
Cash..wo ai ni..i love u..aishiteru...aku cinta pada mu
Pls come back to me...Miracle..pls happen.
Monday, February 16, 2009 8:02 PM
MIRACLE!!!!!!
I need miracle!!In this 1 more day..PLS!!!PPL say when u believe there is miracle there will be miracle..i do believe in miracle..will miracle be there for me??will u come back to me??I miss u baby!!
WHEN YOU BELIEVE
Mariah carey&whitney houston
Many nights we prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hope for a song
We barely understood
Now we are not afraid
Although we know theres much to fear
We were moving mountains
Long before we knew we could, whoa, yes
There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
Its hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe somehow you will
You will when you believe
[mmmmmmmmmyeah]
Mmmyeah
In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer bird
Too swiftly flown away
Yet now Im standing here
My hearts so full, I cant explain
Seeking faith and speakin words
I never thought Id say
There can be miracles
When you believe (when you believe)
Though hope is frail
Its hard to kill (mmm)
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve (you can achieve)
When you believe somehow you will
You will when you believe
[hey]
[ooh]
They dont always happen when you ask
And its easy to give in to your fears
But when youre blinded by your pain
Cant see the way, get through the rain
A small but still, resilient voice
Says hope is very near, oh [oh]
There can be miracles (miracles)
When you believe (boy, when you believe, yeah) [though hope is frail]
Though hope is frail [its hard]
Its hard to kill (hard to kill, oh, yeah)
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve (you can achieve, oh)
When you believe somehow you will (somehow, somehow, somehow)
Somehow you will (I know, I know, know)
You will when you believe [when you]
(ohoh)
[you will when you]
(you will when you believe)
[oohoohooh]
[oh...oh]
[when you believe]
[when you believe]
Saturday, February 14, 2009 5:44 AM
Happy Valentines Day!
1st i wanna wish everybody happy valentines day..=)
Today went out with LeeN,Yi Sin,Justin,CaT,SaRa Liyana,Afiqah,Lim,Isabel
And was suppose to meet up with mahgesh but didnt..BUT atleast i saw him..he was skating..i mls to skate..wanted to go watch movie but end up go looking for teddy bear..XD
Met brenda ven nee claribelle & clarianne.=)
Oh ya..before this got larian fourian..didnt run..helped teacher..penjaga masa.=)
It was awesome..<3 u puan loh..xD..she was so frenly!!
then after dat went bak to usj5 padang..and play bball..
after dat got home..bath eat get ready..leave house go sunway!
i can say dat i was walking around the whole sunway today..xD.
Thank you yisin for temaning..xD
Got pictures..but lazy to upload..will upload somehow some day..XD
And to those ppl who went today..Thank you..had loads of fun..cheered me up..
Last but not least..
4 more days to your birthday..will u be bak by dat day??i wanna celebrate your birthday with you every year..i'll be waiting for u..pls give me a miracle..i miss u baby..pls come bak to me..
